Alyssa's P.O.V.
He peaked his head into the room with a nervous look on his face.
"Niall said you wanted to talk to me?" He asked and came in to the room.
"Yes Harry I hope I didn't disturb you I just wanted to talk to you about something." I said as he shut the door behind him.
"Of course we can talk. Can I sit down?" He asked and pointed to the chair next to the bed. I nodded and he sat down and I sat down on the bed next to him.
"I'm sorry for not talking to you these last couple of days. I was just trying to figure some stuff out." I said.
"I understand no worries. When Liam said you only had five days with us and you kept ignoring me I was afraid you were never going to talk to me again." He said and frowned.
"Once I figured things out I was ready to talk." I said.
"What's going to happen to us when you leave?" He asked me.
"You never asked me officially to be your girlfriend and I wasn't sure how you felt about me." I said.
"I like you Alyssa." He said and my heart skipped a beat.
"I like you too Harry." I said and he smiled.
"but I don't know how it's going to work out between us when I leave." I said.
"What if you convince your father to let you come with us?" He asked me.
"I don't know if that's even possible. He never even let me have a sleepover. Imagine when I ask him to move out of the country with his enemy?" I asked and chuckled.
"I know it sounds ridiculous, but you have to try." He said and grabbed my hand. His eyes went wide and he pulled his hand away, but I grabbed his hand again and smiled at him.
"Of course I am going to try. I don't want to leave you Harry." I said.
"I was happy to be able to have a second chance with you. Even if you couldn't remember who you were. I was always afraid that when you got your memories back you wouldn't want to be with me anymore." He said to me.
"I am not going to lie I was afraid at first because of what you did to me in the past, but I know my feelings for you were stronger than that fear I had for you." I said to him.
"Are you still scared of me?" He asked and I looked at his face.
(A/N: This chapter contains sex if you don't feel comfortable you can go ahead and skip to he next chapter.)
He looked so worried and scared to hear what I was going to say next. I leaned in to kiss him and he leaned in as well. Once our lips touched it felt like fireworks again. I had butterflies in my stomach and felt like if my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I got on his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me close. I wrapped my arms around his neck and the kiss got heated. I started grinding on him which made him moan.
"Alyssa wait." He said and tried to pull away from me. I started kissing his neck until I found the sweet spot. Once I found it I sucked on it a bit harder to make him moan.
"Wait we should stop." He said and pulled away.
"I just want to make sure that you want to do this." He said and looked into my eyes.
"Harry trust me. I want this." I said. He looked at me for a little more and then started kissing me again.
He put his hands on my thighs and squeezed them. He picked me up and set me down gently on the bed. He started kissing my neck and put his hands inside my shirt. He pulled off my shirt and stared at me. He traced his finger over the scar and looked up at me.
"I am never going to let anyone hurt you like this ever again." He said and kissed my stomach. "I promise."
His kisses trailed from my stomach up to my face. He kissed my lips again and grasped my boobs. I felt his hard self rub against me which made me want him more. He sucked on my boobs and left love bites on them. I pulled on the hem of his t-shirt and he took it off. I starred at his toned body with all his muscles. I put my hand on his chest and he looked down at me.
"Are you okay?" He asked me.
"Yeah." I said and bit my lip.
"God you're so hot." He said and started kissing me again.
He unclipped my bra from the back and looked at my boobs. He grabbed them and sucked on my nipples.
"Harry please. Make me yours." I said to him.
He unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down. He took off his pants and I could see him through boxers which made me nervous. I didn't want to be scared of doing this with him. He pulled on the hem of my underwear and looked up at me. I nodded as permission and he took them off leaving me completely naked in front of him. I covered myself with my hands and he moved them away. He put his head between my legs and started licking my clit. I moaned and pulled on his hair. I let his tongue roam around and it's like he knew exactly which were the good spots.
"Harry." I moaned his name which made him excited. I felt him insert his finger inside of me and made me gasp.
"Alyssa you taste so good." He said. "Let me know if at any point this makes you uncomfortable okay?" He kept licking me and fingering me and it felt so good. He stood up and pulled down his boxers. I stared at him and my heart started beating so fast. He noticed how my mood changed so he grabbed my face and made me look up at him.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked and brought his face close to mine.
"Yes I am." I said and kissed him. Being with him here felt different than anywhere else. I was surrendering myself to him. I was trusting him with my body.
"I'm being serious if at any point you want to stop just tell me." He said.
He put some saliva on his tip and slowly put it in. As soon as his tip was inside me I felt the pressure down there. He put himself fully inside me and it made him moan.
"Holy shit Alyssa you feel fucking good" He moaned.
He slowly started thrusting into me and I started moaning.
"Please go faster." I said and he did.
He started thrusting harder and faster once he felt that I was comfortable enough. Him being inside me felt really good. I've never felt this feeling before. It made me happy to be here with him to be experiencing this with him. It made me comfortable enough to do and say anything to him.
"Harry." I said and he looked up at me.
"I love you." I said to him and he smiled.
"I love you too Alyssa." He said and I smiled.
I had this feeling in my stomach that kind of felt like butterflies. I didn't want to leave him. I loved him. Liam and my father were going to keep us apart so that we wouldn't cause war between them. I know my feelings for Harry were real and so were his for me. At this point I felt like we were making so much noise, but we didn't care. He kept kissing my neck and sucking on my nipples. He was making me moan and I was enjoying the whole thing. I began to feel something at the bottom of my stomach.
"Harry I think I'm close." I said to him.
"I am too." He said and kept thrusting faster.
"Fuck Alyssa I love you so much." he moaned.
"I love you too Harry." I said. Suddenly I felt the feeling of release and I moaned loud. He put his hand over my mouth so I wouldn't be really loud. He also let out a moan and started slowing down. When he finished he laid down next to me. He laid on my chest and tried to catch his breath.
"You know I wasn't joking right?" He asked me.
"About what?" I asked and he looked up at me.
"I really do love you." He said and smiled at me.
"I love you too." I said and caressed his face with my fingers. I gave him a quick peck on the lips and he laid back down. I played with his hair until he started falling asleep. I don't know how I am going to be able to live without him.
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