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Chapter 3

TRIGGER WARNING 

Sophie's POV
I woke up blinded by bright, white lights. I tried to move but my body was stuck and suddenly it all came rushing back, everything I had done, she admitted me, my own girlfriend put me in the psych ward. I laid back down and just stared at the ceiling for what felt like hours, I heard the door to my room open, in walked the nurse, doctor and psychologist.
"hi Sophie, my name is Dr Williamson and I'm one of the psychologists with the hospital, how are you feeling?"
"I want to go home" I didn't look at any of them.
"well, that's what I'm here to talk to you about, we can only hold you for a 72-hour observation and after that there will be a hearing. You can then either be released or admitted into the psych ward for a longer period of time."
"how much longer do I have left in here"
"48 hours, you were asleep for majority of today."
"is there anything you want to talk about"
"I want the restraints taken off and no visitors"
"we can do that for you" the nurse took of my restraints and said she'll add a note in my chart, and they all left my room.
48 hours I thought to myself, I can do that just don't give them any reason to keep me here any longer than that.

"no visitors, why doesn't she want to see me Callie" addy was in her office with ortho surgeon, she had tried to see her girlfriend but was greeted with the news that Sophie had requested no visitors.
"I don't know Addie, there isn't anything we can do if she requested it, all we can do is wait to find out what is going to happen."
"yea I guess, it just can't help feeling like this is my fault, if I hadn't admitted her maybe she woul-"
"Addie this isn't your fault, you did what was necessary to keep her safe, she may be angry right now, but she will understand eventually okay. I have to go into surgery, don't overthink okay?"
Addie sat in her office crying; she couldn't stop thinking about her girlfriend.

39 hours left, not long, then I can get the hell out of here. One of the nurses came by to tell me that Addie had come to see me. I understand she only wants to help me but I'm angry she put me in this place. I buzzed the button to get a nurse.
"what can I help you with Sophie?" I liked this nurse, she was kind
"uh I was wondering if you get Dr Amelia Shepherd for me, I would like to see her."
"of course, I will page her now for you" I mumbled a thank you, and she left the room. I'm not sure how much time passed but I must've fallen asleep because I was being woken up by a nurse.
"Sophie, Amelia is in the visiting room waiting for you" the nurse helped me get up and walked me to the visiting room where I was greeted by a smiling brunette.
"you came?"
"of course, Sophie, you're my best friend"
"I want to leave Amelia, I don't like it here, why did Addie admit me" I started crying
"hey, hey soph look at me, she did what she thought was best for you. I know this isn't where you want to be but soon you will be out of here and everything will be okay."
We talked until visiting hours were over, I missed seeing Amelia and she was right, I'll be out of here in 33 hours.

Todays the day, I sure hope I get out of here. I jumped out of bed and got ready for the day, I was so excited, I haven't given them a reason to keep me here so I should be able to go home. I was making my bed when the nurse came in and told me it was time to go to the hearing. When we arrived the psychologist and a few of my other doctors were waiting.
"hi Sophie, please come in and have a seat." None of their faces were giving away anything.
"so, as you know, you were admitted into the psychiatric ward at Grey Sloan Memorial following a suicide attempt. Addison Montgomery, your emergency contact, made the decision to have you admitted. When you were brought into the emergency room, you had several lacerations over your whole body, one deep laceration on your left forearm, you also had taken several different pills and you were malnourished."
Shit this was not looking good for me, but they can't keep me, I didn't do anything in the 72-hour hold for them to keep me longer.
"while you have not done in anything in the 72-hour hold for us to keep you, the decision has been made that you will be admitted into the outpatient program until your mental state has improved and you are not allowed to work until it has been approved for you to return. If you are not improving in 3 months you will be readmitted." The nurse came back and took me back to my room to collect my things. I was waiting to be discharged when Callie walked in.
"Hey soph, you ready to go"
"wheres Addie, she was supposed to be here"
"Addie got paged 9-1-1, a mother was in a car accident on her way to the hospital, she was in labour when it happened."
"oh okay"
"Sophie everything has been signed, you are free to go, here is a schedule of when all your appointments are. Take care of yourself." I nodded my head and gave a her a small smile. Callie and I left, and she drove me home.
"so soph, Addie asked me to stay with you until she gets back, sound good."
'It has to be good; I don't get a choice anyway." I dumped my bag on the floor and went to sit on the couch, i just wish they would all leave me alone.
"Sophie, this is for your safety, you just got home and unti-" I cut her off
"until all of you can trust me again, right?"
"I know this isn't what you want Sophie but it's for your own good. You're angry and don't see that right now this is what is best. I'm making dinner, what would you like."
"I'm not hungry." I was angry and upset, I never should have let any of them in.
"well, you have to eat, this isn't a choice"
"whatever" I curled up on the couch and went to sleep.

Addison's POV
I just finished my surgery when I got a call from Callie, this can't be good.
"hey Callie, how is she?"
"as good as you would expect, she isn't happy about the outpatient program. I made dinner and she said she wasn't hungry, I explained she doesn't get a choice, so she went to sleep instead. This is not going to be easy Addison."
"I figured. I'm on my way home now."
"see you then" I got in my car made the drive home.

I arrived home and soph was still asleep, I thanked Callie for staying and she left.  I walked over to her, she looked so peaceful sleeping.
"hey baby, time to wake up, I'm home." she stretched out and made cute little noises, her eyes fluttered open, and a smile crept onto her face
"your home, I missed you" she sat up and pulled me into a hug.
"can we talk baby?"
"yea, I think we need to"
"I admitted you because I didn't know how to keep you safe and this is really selfish, but I couldn't lose you, I need you more then you know. I can't live without you; I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I know your angry and yo-"
"Addie, I was angry at myself, I felt horrible for putting you through that and I tried to push you away, you deserve someone who isn't broken. So, I told them no visitors because I thought you would leave and move on. I'm so sorry Addie."
"hey, it's okay, but you need to know, that I'm never leaving, no matter happens, I'm always going to be right here by your side. It's you and me baby, we are going to do everything we can to make sure you get better." We got changed and crawled into bed together.