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Chapter 2

TRIGGER WARNING

"Soph, I'm going to work now, call me if you need me okay, love you" she bent down and gave her girlfriend a kiss before leaving.
Few hours later
Why is Jo calling me.
"Hey Jo, what's up?"
"I need your help with a case"
"Just get someone to drop the chart off to my place and I'll call you back"
"Alright bye Sophie"
Sophie waited for one of the interns to drop the file off but they never came. She tried calling Jo but she didn't answer.
Great now I have to go into work.
She showered, got dressed and drove to the hospital.
"I never got the chart"
"Oh I'm so sorry about that, it's right here"
"You asked me for my help,  I'm happy to help but I can't do that unless I have the information"
"Sorry about that again "
"When you say your going to do you something you sho- oh right there. The patient has Brugada syndrome, it's inherited but it's rare. He needs an EKG"
"Thankyou Dr Greyson"
"No problem. Now I'm going to Addison"
Sophie made her way up to addies office, she felt good to be back at work.
"Hey addie"
"Sophie, wh- what are you doing here"
"Jo needed my help, but coincidentally forgot to drop the chart off to me"
"Just for the record I had nothing to do with that. How do you feel being back here"
"It's good, but I need to talk you. Can we sit down" they made their way to the couch.
"What's wrong baby"
"Well there's two things, I'm ready to come back to work, I'm doing a lot better now. Also I was uh wondering if you wanted to move in with me." Sophie looked away.
"I'm very happy you're ready to come back, everyone's missed you. Yes I would love to move in with you" Sophie leaned over and kissed her girlfriend. She felt bad about lying, she was doing okay but not great.

Next day
Sophie walked out of a very long, exhausting surgery. The patient was a little girl, 7 years old. It was supposed to be a simple surgery but it the damage was a lot worse then what anyone had thought.
She walked out of the OR, tears streaming down her face, she needed to cut. Sophie walked straight passed Amelia and Arizona who were laughing, at least they were having a good day she thought to herself. The cardio surgeon headed towards to supply closet, she was almost there when Amelia stepped infront of her.
"Sophie, I heard what happened in your surgery, I'm so sorry."
"Don't be, shit happens. Now please move, I need to get in there"
"I can't do that"
"Well why the fuck not. Your not in charge, so move Amelia" Sophie was starting to get mad.
"Addison told me okay. I know you were cutting yourself and you've been clean for 2 months now. I messaged addie when your surgery started to go bad and she told me about it. She's still in her surgery and asked me to make sure you were okay. So no Sophie I will not move."
"Fine whatever." Sophie stormed off and went to the only other place she could get a blade from. She opened the box she kept in her locker and took a blade from it. She went into the bathroom and started to cut.
One cut for a shit surgery.
One cut for my so called mother.
One for my asshole of a father.
Sophie kept cutting and cutting, she had lost count and started to feel faint.
She barley heard Amelia pounding on the bathroom door begging her to open it.
Just as Amelia got the door open, everything went black.

Next day
Her eyes slowly fluttered open, the bright light blinding her slightly.
"Whe- where am I" she croaked out.
Addison shot up and walked over to her girlfriend.
"Your in the hospital soph, Amelia found you in the bathroom and you had um cut yourself badly. You passed out Sophie, dr Bailey also said that your malnourished."
"I'm sorry addie" the brunette began to cry. She felt horrible for what she had done.
"Baby it's okay, but you need to tell me these things, keeping inside isn't going to help."
"I don't want to be a problem Addie, you deserve someone who isn't fucked up."
"Listen to me, I don't want anyone else, I love you and only you. I just don't get it though, I've seen you eating I just don-"
"I've been throwing it up Addie, and I go running a lot. I told you I'm fucked up"
"Stop saying that, you are struggling and need some help to deal with it all."
Just as Sophie was going to respond, Amelia, Arizona and Callie walked in.
"Hey soph, we just wanted to see how you were doing"
"No your not, one of you is here to tell me your going to admit me to the pysch ward. I'm not stupid"
"Sophie, you need help, professional help"  Addie looked at her girlfriend, everyone in the room was crying.
"I want all of you out. I'm not going and you can't make me" Sophie started to pull the wires off her
"Sophie stop it" Callie held her down, while Amelia ran to get a nurse and Arizona started to put everything back. Dr Bailey and a nurse came in.
"She needs to be sedated" the nurse injected the medication in the IV and Sophie passed out
"Addison, I know you don't want to but she needs to be admitted now and since your her emergency contact, it's your decision."
"Admit her" with that Addison got up and walked out.