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Chapter 10

TRIGGER WARNING

Sophie's POV
The sun was beaming through the curtains, my body was intertwined with Charlottes, she looked so peaceful sleeping. I softly rubbed her arm to wake her up.
She stirred slightly, her eyes fluttered open and and she had the cutest smile on her face.
"Morning Charlotte"
"Morning Soph"
We laid in bed for a little while longer before getting up.
"I'm going to have a shower Charlotte" I called out from the bathroom. I undressed, took of the bandages and hoped into the shower. I was in the middle of washing my hair, when I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. I spun around and was face to face with Charlotte.
"I figured one shower together would be quicker then two" she smirked
"Mmm I like that idea"
She pushed me against the wall, kissing my neck, her thumb circling my clit
"Oh god don't stop" I bit my lip trying not to moan.
"Uh uh, moan for me baby"
She went faster and faster until my legs buckled underneath me and I climaxed.
Charlotte held me in her arms.
"Did you like that" she said while raising her eyebrows.
"Very much. But we do need to finish our shower or we are going to be late" she pouted at me.
She finished washing my hair and my body and I did the same. We got dressed for work and headed out the door.

We arrived at the practice, holding hands.
"You two had totally had sex" Amelia giggled
"Did not" I said defensively
"I do not believe that. I can tell by Charlotte's face. She always has the same look after sex"
I playfully glared at her before walking over to my office. The day went slow, all I could think about was Charlotte.
I was finishing up some charts when Charlotte walked into my office.
"You ready to go home" She sat straddling me
"Mmmm definitely. I think it's time I returned your favour from this morning.
We left work and drove home.

We were barley through the door when I started kissing Charlotte passionately, we were both in a world of our own.
"Mmm Sophie keep going" she moaned
I took took off her shirt and pushed onto the bed, I crawled on top of her and started playing with her nipples, she moaned in pleasure. Charlotte took quickly took off my shirt and returned the favour by playing with my breasts, I moaned with pleasure,
"oh god that's amazing"
I took off our pants and underwear and started kissing Charlotte on the lips again and moved my hand down between her legs. I knew I had hit the spot when Charlotte moaned loudly and dug her nails into my back. I slid two fingers into her and began pumping my fingers in and out. She moaned and began yelling as she got closer to climax. Charlotte started to shake and screamed as fell over the edge
"OH FUCK SOPHIE!" 
She took a moment to catch her breath while she recovered from the best orgasm she's had. Charlotte switched potions with me and started kissing her way down my body, spreading my legs apart. Charlotte kissed and sucked my clit hard, I couldn't control the moaning and gasping, she was doing things with her mouth I didn't know she could do. I wrapped her legs tighter around Charlotte's head as I reached climaxed.
We laid on the bed smiling as we caught our breath.
"Holy fuck, who knew Sophie Greyson was THAT good in bed"
"Ahahah I have my secrets Charlotte King"
We laid in bed, tangled up with each other and the sheets. Charlotte was drawing patterns on my back with her finger.
"That was amazing Sophie" she smiled at me
"I'm just that good" I replied
She rolled her eyes at me.
"How are you doing after last night" she asked softly
"Much, much better now" I rolled onto my side to face her. "I want to get better Charlotte"
"And I'll be there to help you through it"
"I know that but I think I need more support then just my friends"I sighed "I think I need to go to somewhere"
"Oh baby, I love you and I will support you through that if that's what you need. We will look at some places tomorrow and make some phone calls, okay"
"Yea, that sounds good. Thankyou Charlotte"
"For what" she questioned
"You got on plane for me, no questions asked. You dropped everything to help me. You help me with anything. I wouldn't be here right now without you"
"And I will always help you, no matter what" She gave me a soft smile and we snuggled in closer, I finally feel like life might be okay.

Next day
Sophie's POV
Charlotte and I were in her office searching up psychiatric care facilities.
"Well this one, isn't in a hospital and I've met the doctor who runs a few times, he's really nice"
"So I wouldn't have to go to a hospital at all?"
"Nope and the rules are different from a hospital psychiatric ward. I think this one will be the best for you"
I sat in silence for awhile, deciding if I'm really ready for help.
"Okay. Let's call them"
"Your 100% sure"
"Yes, I need this Charlotte"
We called the place and they have a spot available for me tonight. Charlotte and I decided to finish work early, so I could pack a bag.

"What do I need to bring Charlotte"
"Pack clothes you'll be comfy in. They provide you with toiletries. You can bring a blanket and pillow with you if want, but they have those as well."
"Can you help me pack"
"Of course"
We spent the next hour packing everything I would need. I put my bag into the car and we started the 2 hour drive to where I would be living for the next little while.

We arrived at the house. I stood out the front staring, I could feel my anxiety rising, I felt someone pull me out of my head
"Hey Sophie, your okay, this is going to be okay"
"You promise" I looked her, tears pooling in my eyes
"I promise, I'm only a phone call away"
We walked up to the door, the doctor greeted us and took us inside and went into his office.
"Nice to see you again Charlotte. It's nice to meet you Sophie"
I scoffed "not really"
"What do you mean by that he asked" he still kept his calm composure
"Your sitting here talking to a doctor, who is fucked up and the world would better if she didn't exist"
"I'll tell you a secret, we're all fucked up in some way" I looked up him, surprised by his comment.
I laughed a little
"I'm sorry about my attitude. Im just trying to push you away and then you won't admit me here, even though I need but I'm scared and this is whole thing is terrifying"
He sat there smiling at me
"What are you smiling at" I frowned
"You just took the first step, it takes most patients weeks to admit they need help and you've done it in the first five minutes"
"Oh" I smiled a little to myself and I felt Charlotte squeeze my hand.
"Now I need to ask the hard question. Why are you here today"
My anxiety was rising again, I was bouncing my leg.
"Breathe Sophie, he isn't here to judge, he's only trying to help."
I took a deep breath "well I was sexually abused all my childhood, by my dad and and countless other men. My brother got me out of the house when I was 16. I started doing drugs and drinking to cope. I killed my bestfriend on my 17th birthday. My brother and I moved to Budapest. I came back and started medical school. Became a doctor. One of my shifts, my brother came into the ER, he had been shot by my parents. They weren't trying to kill him, they wanted to kill me. The police came and I told them everything that had happen. They arrested them. I started cutting myself and not eating. My friends found, my ex girlfriend sent me away. I left the psych ward, my dad escaped prison. He came to my house, raped me and shot me. I couldn't handle it, so Amelia and I went to Budapest for a week. I came back, walked into my apartment and Addison was fucking my best friend Callie, on my couch. I was at work, Addison sent Callie to find me a work and tell me all about it. I talked to Addison and she blamed me for her cheating. I called Charlotte, she came and picked me up. I was at her house and she walked in on me cutting myself. So now we here" my voice was monotone the whole time
"Well that's a lot, but thankyou for telling me. I need to ask when was the last time you cut, have you taken any non-prescribed drugs or drank any alcohol in the last 14 days"
"I cut myself a few days ago. But no drugs or alcohol"
"Okay that's all I need to know for now, so I just need you to sign the paperwork agreeing to stay here for 14 days and possibly longer."
I signed the paperwork and said my goodbyes to Charlotte
"Your going to be okay, you got this" she have me a hug and left.
"Alright the nurse is going to take your bag to look through, she can do it infront of you or in a separate room."
"Um she can just check it, I don't mind. What happens now"
"Well I'll give you a tour and then I'll let you settle into your room. 6:30pm is dinner, you do have to be in the dining room but you chose wether you eat or not. If there is any food you specifically want, we will get it for you. After dinner, at 8pm is group therapy, you'll get a better chance to meet everyone there. I know it can be very overwhelming and if you need anything, let any one of the staff know"
"That's sounds good"
We finished the tour, I got my bag back and unpacked. I hang out in my room until dinner. I was nervous about this, no one has notice back home that I've been throwing up my food after I eat. I sat at the table, introducing myself to the girls. All the food was overwhelming me, I couldn't eat anything. I sat in silence until it was time for group therapy.
The therapy session went okay, everyone seemed nice enough. I had a shower and then curled up in bed, waiting for sleep to overcome me.