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Chapter 6

TRIGGER WARNING

1 week later
"Amelia, I need to pee and then we can head out" I locked the bathroom door and pulled out my blade. I made 4 perfect cuts along my hip, bandaged them and pulled on my shorts.
"Did you at least clean and bandaged them."
"Yes. Now let's go. I wanna party." I grabbed Amelia's hand and dragged her out of the house we have been renting.
We walked to the bar and ordered drinks.
"Alright Amelia, you ready to party." A small smile formed on her lips
"You know I am, but I am not drinking okay"
"I know, I know, but you can dance"
We danced and I drank. Around 4am I felt someone grabbing my arm and I spun around to see Amelia.
"Amelia! There you are."
"Time to go home Soph" she guided me out of the bar and we walked home.

Next morning
I was in the bathroom taking a shower when Amelia called out to me
"Addisons calling you, want me to answer."
"Umm no, just let it ring." I finished up the in the shower, got dressed and walked out the bathroom to find Amelia sitting there with a frown on her face.
"What's up with the frowny face." I giggled and got myself a cup of coffee.
"We need to talk about this situation. And before you start, I know we agreed to not to talk about it, but we've been here for a week now and you haven't talked to Addison or anyone from home at all. What's going on Sophie."
"Fine. I needed to get away from Seattle, I felt like I was being suffocated. All anyone ever wanted to talk about was my mental health and they are controlling my every move. But you never did any of that, you talked to me and treated me just like any other person. Coming here, no one knew me or anything that I'm dealing with, I get treated like any other person and get to have normal conversations."
"I didn't realise that, but you need to tell Addison how you are fe-"
"It's not just her Amelia, it's everyone and I'm so sick of it. I'm so fucking done with it all" I got up and walked out of the house.

I spent the next hour walking around, thinking about what I was going  to do, I decided to pull out my phone and I rang Addison.
"Sophie? Is th- that really you?" I could hear the tears in her voice.
"Yea Addie, im really sorry I just I uh I need to talk to you"
"What's wrong. Where even are you guys." I can't tell her that.
"We are safe. So I um I left Seattle because I felt like I was suffocating and everyone treats me like im going to break at any second. I just wish you would all treat me normally and have conversations that aren't all about my mental health."
"We just worr-"
"You're not listening to me, I'm so fucking annoyed and I can't come home and it be the same shit again. Look I've got to go. Bye Addison"
Tears fell down my face but I said the truth. I started walking back home.

I walked inside and found Amelia pacing around.
"There you are. I was so fucking worried. Addison just called me"
"I'm so sor-" I collapsed to floor crying.
Amelia rushed over to me and held me in her arms.
" ca- can we go hom- home now"
"Of course Sophie, go to bed and I'll get everything ready okay?"
I nodded and crawled into bed and passed out.

I woke up and found Amelia had packed all our things.
Amelia looked over to me "hey sleepy, we've got an hour before we need to head to the airport. Thought we could go out for breakfast."
"Sounds good, I'll get dressed."
We went out for breakfast and then headed to the airport.
"Alright, you sure you want to go home."
"Yea, let's do this." She grabbed my hand and we boarded the plane.

15 hours later
Our flight arrived, we got off the plane, grabbed our bags and picked up my car from long term parking.
"Are we going back to your apartment or my house" she gave me a questioning look
"Um I think I'll drop you home and I need to talk to Addison."
"Sounds good." The rest of the drive was spent in comfortable silence until we arrived at Amelia's house.
"Thanks for the trip Sophie, call me if you need anything."
"I'm glad you came. I'll call you tomorrow" I waited for her to get inside and started the trip home.
I pulled up to my apartment about 45 minutes later. I stood outside of my apartment door, nervous about what is going to happen. I unlocked the door and walked in to find Addison kissing Callie.
"what the fuck" I turned around and walked out, I heard Addison run after me.
"Sophie wait. It's not what you think."
"Wait for what Addison, you cheated on me with Callie for fuck sake, it's exactly what it looks like."
"You were god knows where, doing who knows what, I'm sure you fucked another woman."
"Wow. You seriously went there."
"I- I didn't mean that."
"Yea I'm pretty sure you did. Goodbye Addison." I walked away and decided what I needed to do. I drove to the store, grabbed what I needed and drove to the only place I would have privacy, I pulled up to my childhood home and walked inside. I opened the bottle of pills and got a new blade out. I swallowed the pills and made deep cuts on my arms and thighs, i waited until I knew the pills had started working and called amelia.
"Amelia, I'm so sorry."
"Sophie. Where are you. What's wrong."
"Addison cheated, I walked in to the apartment and she was fucking Callie."
"Shit. I'm so sorry. Why don't you come to my place."
"It's too late for that, I've already done it."
"Done what. What did you do"
"I'm done Amelia, I can't do it anymore. I called to say goodbye. I love you Amelia, take care of yourself." I hung up and texted Amelia where I was. In 10 minutes, I was losing consciousness and before I knew everything went black.