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"You're telling me he slept at your place and now he's ghosting you?" Maddy asked. I groaned because it sounded horrible.

"Yes!" I exclaim. "I mean, I know we're just friends but damn, is it so hard to send a quick text?" Maddy hummed in response.

"I been telling you," She said, "You and Ash are what? Three years younger than me?" I nodded in confirmation.

"Yea, why?" I asked.

"Bitch cause girls that look like you aren't just friends with boys that look like him," Maddy said, looking at me up and down.

"Well, it's the truth okay!" I groaned. "I just...he's literally my first friend my age and I thought we were cool!" I admit.

"You're stressed as fuck," Maddy observed. "You know what'll help?"

"Weed?" I asked.

"Kinda, going to a party and finding weed!" Maddy clapped, already setting out dresses. I groaned even harder.

"You make me want to literally shoot myself in the kneecap bitch," I said to her. She waved me off, holding dresses up to my body.

"This is fucking perfect," Maddy exclaimed, holding up an orange dress that had weird cut outs. I put it on without protest because...she said we'd find weed there.

Maddy was literally as tall as a fire hydrant. I was even taller than her at 5 ft 7 inches. That was pretty tall for a 16 year old!

"This is fucking small!" I yelped, pulling the dress to cover my bits. Maddy rolled her eyes and slapped my hands away.

"Bitch, it literally goes to above your knee, this though," She said pointing to my torso and chest where the cuts were. "This is the main fucking jack pot, you look sexy as fuck."

She wasn't lying. Maybe I was being a little dramatic but who fucking cares. I felt my shoulders relax as I looked myself in the mirror.

I looked kinda...pretty.

I used small rubber bands to create a pattern on the top of my head with my hair and let the rest fall naturally. Maddy proceeded to lightly beat my face.

"No eye makeup," I say, holding up a hand. "It's a bitch to take off with these lashes," Maddy huffed at me stopping her from exploring her creative side as she did on her own face.

"No fun hoe," She said as we finished up our looks. Cassie had pulled up just in time for us to hop in the car.

"Are we getting fucked up or what?" She asked with a little knowing smile. Maddy turned in her seat to look back at me.

"This bitch is about to be high out of her fuckin mind," Maddy promised. "But I'm all yours baby," She told Cassie as she pulled out a handle of vodka. The girls jokingly kissed the bottle as Cassie sped down the street.

This was about to be a long damn night.

The party was fucking packed. It was a last minute decision to come here obviously so everybody had already arrived over an hour ago.

"Can you believe they're like...not selling anymore?" Maddy gossiped. Cassie looked at her in pure shock.

"What?" She asked. "Fezco and Ash?"

"Yes girl, they literally just got their last stock up and apparently once they sell it all...they're done," Maddy said, sipping her drink. I watched as Cassie pulled her phone out contemplating something before tucking it away again, not touching the screen.

"That means I need to get my fucking hands on some weed before this entire party buys all the shit." I grumble. Maddy and Cassie hummed in response. I had already taken edibles but they had yet to settle in and I needed more.

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