Broken Relations (Warrior Cats S2 Book 1)

Chapter 9: Welcome To Windclan

I looked at the she kit, as to no such sort of surprise, it was clear that she could not get enough of the vole that FlameClaw had in fact caught for her, all at the exact same time as well, as she continued to take bites in to it, even though it was quite a bit clear to me that her belly was in fact full, all at the exact same time as well.
It did not surprise me that she was being the way that she was, as though I had been a little bit older when I had got to eat my first prey, I still knew that for a fact, that I had been about the same way that she had been, and I felt like I just wanted more and more of the prey, until it was that I felt like I knew for a fact that I needed to stop, all at the exact same time as well.
I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self all at once, as I kind of wish that I could in fact go back to those old days, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of felt like I was a little bit trapped, and I was a little bit confined up in my own territory, which I knew for a fact was still a lot better than the life that I had been living before all of this, but it still just did not seem to be all too right for me, none the less.
And all of the rules, that kind of made me just groan to even think about that, as I felt like I did not have much of any other choice to think about that all too much in this case, due to the fact that I knew that there was in fact a very young kitty pet that was in fact in front of me right now, all at the exact same time as well, as I really badly wanted to offer her a place to stay in our clan, all at the exact same time too.
I just knew the new rules that I had in fact put in to place for all of the clans, all at the exact same time too, as it did in fact make me feel quite a bit bad for the fact as to that, as I knew that I would in fact be breaking in the own rules that I had made my self, if I was in fact to let this she kit in to our clan, all at the exact same time too.
Surely she would not be bothering any one, right? I mean, she would be stuck in camp for a little while, until it was that she did in fact reach the age to go on around and hunt, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I kind of began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, at just the thought of all of that, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that FlameClaw, as I some times thought he was just either really dumb, or he was really blind, did in fact seem to notice that some thing was in fact up with me, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that from the corner of my eyes, that he did in fact begin to start to tilt his head over to me, all at the exact same time too, to let me know that he was in fact quite a bit lost as to just what it was that was even going on right now, with me.
I kind of gulped a bit to my self all of the sudden, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, as I just kept a bit of a blank look on my face all of the sudden, as I made sure that my eyes were mainly focused on Stallion right now, all at the exact same time too, as I just stared at the young she kit for a little bit longer, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
How ever, it was clear that FlameClaw was not fooled by it, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that it was far too late for me at this point, as he must have noticed the look that I had on my face long before now, all at the exact same time too, as I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, as I did in fact begin to start to hear his voice all of the sudden, as he did in fact begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
I knew that I did not have much of any other choice but to go on right ahead and turn my head over to him all of the sudden, as this time it felt like it was my turn to tilt my head at him. I kind of hoped that it might throw him off a bit, all at the exact same time as well, and to make him stop with what it was that he was doing, but that just did not seem to be the case what so ever, as he just kept on going with what it was that he had been doing before, now that it was that he realized that he had my attention on to him all of the sudden, never the less.
I kind of let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all at once, as I did my best to just try to calm my self down a bit in the mean time, as well. I stared at him for just a little bit longer, as FlameClaw did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to me, all at the exact same time too. I began to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, at that.
"So... What do you plan on doing with this kit? Do you-" He began to say to me, as he then all of the sudden began to start to stop him self mid sentence, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew as to just what it was that he was even about to go on ahead and say to me.
It was clear that he had stopped him self how ever, as it was clear that it was still fresh on his mind, as to just what it was that had just happened at the last gathering, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that now that he began to start to remember that all of the sudden, he felt like he was a little bit too embarrassed as to just what it was that he was even about to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
I suppose that I could not blame him for it either, as I knew that a lot of the cats thought that I was a little bit of a different leader than I first had been, all at the exact same time as well, just due to the fact that I had to say what it was that I had said, as I felt like I was kind of stuck, and I really felt like I was not left with much of any other choice as to just what it was that I should do, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I kind of just shook my head a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to just try to calm my self down, as I then all of the sudden began to start to look away from FlameClaw all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden turned my head, and I got my attention on to the young she kit that was right in front of me right now, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on right now, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that I should do, or just what it was that I should say as a response.
I kind of felt guilty for what it was that I was thinking long before now, right now, all at the exact same time as well, as it was still fresh on my mind as well, as to just what it was that I had even said to the other clans at the last gathering, all at the exact same time too. I kind of felt like how ever, that I should at least try to bring the she kit in, and to give it a shot, all at the exact same time too.
As guilty as it kind of made me feel, I kind of felt like the she kit was a sweet she kit, and she might be some sort of light to the clan, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to look over to the she kit, all at the exact same time as well.
I saw that she had her head tilted over towards me, all at the exact same time too, as it almost seemed like she knew that I was in fact about to go on and get ready to speak to her, all at the exact same time as well, which kind of threw me off a little bit, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time as well, but how ever, in the end, I did in fact calm my self down a bit, all at once, at least enough to go on ahead and begin to start to speak to the young kit, all at the exact same time as well.
She seemed to stare at me with a little bit of a blank look on her face, all at the exact same time as well, as I was worried to just go straight in and say what it was that I was about to say to her, all at the exact same time as well, so I instead did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and say some thing else to her instead, to kind of slowly get to that point, all at the exact same time too, once again.
Once it was that I had in fact began to start to speak to her, and I knew that she was in fact paying her fullest attention to me right now, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to her, all at the exact same time as well, now that it was that I did in fact realize as to the fact that she was in fact listening as to just what it was that I even had to say to her, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
"Do you have any parents with you? I lost mine when I was a kitty pet..." I said to her, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had even said to her, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then began to start to realize that I might have made a mistake in saying as to just what it was that I had in fact said to her, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I could tell that FlameClaw him self was a little bit lost as to just what it was that I was even getting at right now, but I really did not care all too much about him at all right now, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self once again, as I knew that my mind, and my focus needed to be on Stallion right now, all at the exact same time too.
Once it was that I made sure that my focus was on her, that was when I then began to start to notice the look that she did in fact have on her face right now, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that she was not happy at all about some thing that I must have said to her, all at the exact same time too, as I was quite a bit lost on just what it was that I might have said to her, all at the exact same time as well, that might have got her so upset.
I felt like it might have to be some thing to do with her parents right now, all at the exact same time as well, as perhaps she did in fact have some, all at the exact same time too, and that they might have told her that she could not go out side, all at the exact same time as well, such as it was that I knew a lot of kitty pets were for not just their kits, but often times their selves, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like that did in fact make quite a bit of some sense to me all of the sudden, now that it was that I did in fact begin to start to think on that.
How ever, I felt like now was not the best time to assume things what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I began to start to notice that she was in fact beginning to start to speak back to me, all at the exact same time as well, as she then all of the sudden began to start to hiss at me, all at the exact same time too, which did in fact surprise me quite a bit, all at the exact same time as well, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, once again.
It was clear to me that the she kit was in fact a very brave she kit, all at the exact same time too, which I might not have thought at first, based off of the fact that she had in fact hid in that bush, but it was clear that when it was that she did in fact get upset over some thing, all at the exact same time as well, that was when it was clear to me that she did in fact begin to start to show a bit of some bravery, all at the exact same time too.
I was quite a bit surprised by it, if I was going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time too, but if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at once, than I kind of feel like I was a little bit proud of the she kit for standing up for what ever it was that was in fact wrong on just what it was that I had in fact just said to her, all at the exact same time too, as I began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at once.
I still was paying attention to her, as she then began to start to continue to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, never the less, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the process, as well, at that.
"I am not a kitty pet! And my parents left me long ago! I do this all on my own!" She said to me, all at the exact same time too, as I was quite a bit surprised as to just what it was that she had in fact just said to me, all at the exact same time too, not really on the fact that she had said her parents had in fact left her long ago, as I kind of felt like that was always the case for a lot of kitty pets, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
But I was more or less surprised by the fact that she had so much sass in her voice, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said to me, all at the exact same time too, that I kind of just stood there for a little bit longer, keeping the same look of shock on my face, all at the exact same time as well, though I kind of also knew that she must not under stand what it was that a kitty pet meant, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that if she had not ever ate actual prey before, all at the exact same time as well, than she must be eating some thing else, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that for a fact, there had to be some thing that she must be using to keep her self alive, all at the exact same time as well, as I was fairly certain that it was going to have to be dry food, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could.
I made a mental note that I should not assume things about this kit from here on out, all at the exact same time as well, as I began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, as I then all of the sudden dipped my head a little bit low to the ground as a little bit of an apology back to the she kit, all at the exact same time too.
Once it was that she had in fact seen me do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, that was when she then began to start to calm her self down a little bit, all at the exact same time as well, as I did in fact feel quite a bit better as to just what it was that was in fact even going on right now, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to go right on ahead and nod back to her, to let her know that I was about to go right on ahead and begin to start to speak back to her, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
I also knew that I needed to choose these next words wisely, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus on just what it was that I should in fact say to her, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to see her quickly nod back to me, not all too much longer after all of that, all at the exact same time as well, to let me know that she was in fact paying full attention on to just what it was that I was about to go right on ahead and say to her, all at the exact same time too, once again.
I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, none the less, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, as I wish that I had more time to think on just what it was that I should even say back to her, all at the exact same time too. How ever, I knew that I needed to face the facts, that it was far too late for any of that, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
Once it was that I kind of just began to start to calm my self down a bit, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to the young she kit, all at the exact same time as well, once again. I knew that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I was even about to go right on ahead and say to her, all at the exact same time as well, luckily enough for me, once again.
"I am sorry... I didn't know..." I said to her, to let her know that I was in fact truly sorry for making the assumption that I had in fact just made about her, all at the exact same time as well, once again, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, once again.
As I kind of just stood there for a little bit longer, that was when I then all of the sudden began to start to see that she did in fact nod back to me, as it was clear that she was in fact agreeing to my apology, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well, as I then began to start to relax my self a little bit, at the very least, once again, none the less.
I stood there for just a little bit more time, as I then all of the sudden began to start to go right on ahead and see her nod back to me as a little bit of a response all of the sudden, as I was quite a bit lost by all that was even going on right now, all at the exact same time as well, once again, as I did my best to try to keep my self calm, as I then began to start to nod back to her all of the sudden, to let her know that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that she was even about to go on ahead and say to me, once again, none the less.
As she then did in fact see me do as such a thing like that, that was in fact when she did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and begin to start to continue to speak to me, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at once.
"It's okay... It just hurts to bring it up... I am just so lonely, that was why I was spying on you all... I saw you from on top of the fence..." She said to me, as I saw her nod her head up to the fence that was right in front of her, all at the exact same time as well, as I remembered that was in fact the direction that I had in fact seen her run by, not all too much longer ago, all at the exact same time too, as it kind of made sense as to just what it was that she was saying to me.
I still couldn't help but to feel bad about it how ever, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it kind of hurt me to think back on my mother, all at the exact same time as well, as it was in fact one of the first memories that I had ever had, which was of course the fact that I had in fact remembered the night that she had been so very sick, and she had told me that I should go to the two legs, that way I could get help, and she had said that they would take care of me, none the less.
They had kind of taken care of me for a bit of some time, but that was never where it was that I had really wanted to be, as I knew that where I was that I did in fact want to be was some where a long ways away from the old two leg nest that I had used to live in, all at the exact same time as well. There was no doubt in my mind at the very least, that they had in fact helped me when I was very young, but I no longer needed a place like that, any more.
I kind of just shook my head a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I nearly cursed my self out loud in front of the young she kit, all at the exact same time too, as I then began to start to realize as to just what it was that she had even just said to me, all at the exact same time as well, as it had to do with the fact that the she kit had in fact said that she had been very lonely not being around any one.
That was when it felt like this might be the perfect idea, and that it might work for us, all at the exact same time as well, as I really did not care about the fact that we were going against the new rules, on the fact that we were no longer letting in rogues and kitty pets in to the clans any longer. I wanted to bring this she kit in to the clan, and I was fairly certain that my clan mates were not going to snitch on me for it, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff, as I then all of the sudden began to start to speak to Stallion, all at the exact same time too, as I then did in fact see her not even hesitate at all, once again, to go right on ahead and nod back to me, all at once, to let me know that she was in fact paying attention to me right now.
I blinked my eyes a few times, all of the sudden, as I then began to start to go right on ahead and begin to start to go and speak to her, all at the exact same time as well, now that it was that I did in fact realize that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to her, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
"Well... We have clan full of tons of cats back at our camp... We've got some younger cats as well that you might want to be friends with... It's your own decision, if you want to follow us..." I said to her, as I kind of struggled over my words, all at the exact same time as well, as soon as I had said it to her. I kind of gulped a bit heavily, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of felt like a little bit of an idiot for saying it the way that I did, all at the exact same time too.
I for sure was not the best cat at recruiting other cats in to the clan, as I had been told that time and time again, as I was just not all too sure as to just what it was that I should have said to her, and just how it was that I should have even said it to her, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like that was the best that I could possibly come up with, all at the exact same time too.
I looked from the corner of my eyes, to see that FlameClaw had his head tilted over towards me, all at once, as I wondered if he was thinking about the rules that I had in fact made at the last gathering, all at the exact same time as well, about the fact that we were no longer taking in any rogues, or any more kitty pets, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
How ever, as I turned my head over to him, I then all of the sudden began to start to see him roll his eyes towards me, luckily enough for me, and thankfully enough as well, as I let out a bit of a soft sigh of some sort of relief to my self all of the sudden, as I felt a little bit better in that aspect, all at the exact same time too, as I just kind of got my mind, and I kind of got my focus off of all of that other stuff that has to do with him, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
I got my mind off of that once again, as I then all of the sudden began to start to turn my head over to the young she kit, all at the exact same time too, as I heard her begin to speak back to me all of the sudden, as I had nearly forgot as to just what it was that I had even said to her, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to look at the she kit, right in to her eyes, all at the exact same time too.
I nodded to her as well, to let her know that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that she was about to go right on ahead and say to me, all at the exact same time too. I was a little bit surprised to see a bit of a look of excitement on her face, all at once, as I saw that she did in fact look to be happy, very much to my surprise as well, as I kind of just blinked my eyes a  few times, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
As I looked at her for just a little bit longer, that was when she did in fact go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I breathed in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self as soon as it was that she has begun to do as such a thing, never the less. I did my best to try to calm my self down, and to not get my hopes up too soon, once again. I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say in the very first place any ways, at that.
"Oh! I had heard about you guys! You really would let me in! I'd love to! I hate being lonely here!" She said to me, all at the exact same time too, as I was quite a bit surprised by the response that she had just had towards me, all at the exact same time too, as I then kind of just stared at her with a little bit of a surprised look on my own face, all at the exact same time too.
It took me a few moments to get used to the initial bit of shock, all at the exact same time as well, before in the end, I did in fact begin to start to calm my self down all of the sudden, as I too then cracked a bit of an excited smile on my own face, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, once again.
I then began to start to turn my head over to FlameClaw, just to make sure that once again, all of this was okay with him, and that he was not going to snitch on me to the other clan leaders, all at the exact same time as well, as that was the main concern that I felt like I had at this point. I knew that by the time she was an apprentice, she would under stand the borders a bit more, and the other clans, so I kind of felt like there was nothing to worry about that in those regards, all at the exact same time too.
As I looked over to FlameClaw for just a little bit longer, I then all of the sudden began to start to see him begin to start to nod to me, all at once. It was clear to me that he was letting me know that it was all okay by him. It kind of felt like I was acting like he was the leader right now, and that he was the one that was going to make the decision, all at the exact same time too, rather than it be I, none the less.
I just let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all at once, as I just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus off of all of that other stuff, as I then began to start to turn my head over to the young kit, all at the exact same time as well, to let her know that I was in fact getting ready to take her back to the camp, none the less.
I knew that we were going to be fine with hunting, as it was just nice to go out side, all at the exact same time as well, as I just kind of got my mind off of that, and I nodded to the young she kit, all at the exact same time as well, as I then began to start to see her nod back to me, to let me know that she was in fact flowing me, all at the exact same time too.
I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, as I did my best to try to keep my self calm, as I then began to start to go on ahead and turn my head in the direction back over to the camp, once again. I breathed in another  bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I tried to calm my self down once again, as I took the lead for the other cats, all at the exact same time too.

There we were, right out side of our camp, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of hesitated, and I stopped my self before it was that we were to come in to the camp, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that the first thing that every single cat was in fact going to notice as soon as it was that I was in fact in the camp, all at the exact same time as well, was of course the fact that they would see we had brought a rogue cat with us, all at the exact same time too.
That was going to be a problem for sure, as I had not even thought on just what it was that I was even going to do about that, what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden kind of turned my head over to FlameClaw, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that he had his head tilted a bit over towards me, as it was clear that he was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was doing.
I kind of just rolled my eyes a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus off of him, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just how it was that he could even be as dumb as he was being right now, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, once again, none the less, at that.
I turned my head over to Stallion all of the sudden, as I knew that she was in fact the reason that I was stopping my self before we went in to camp in the very first place any ways, as I saw that she too kind of had her head tilted over towards me, just as it was that FlameClaw did, as it was clear that she too did not really have a single clue as to just what it was that I was really even doing right at this very moment in time as well, none the less.
Though, I suppose that I could not really blame her all too much for that, at all, as I knew that she did in fact have a single clue as to just how it was that the way of life was in the clans, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, as I did my best to try to keep my self calm, as I then did in fact begin to start to go on right ahead, and I began to start to nod to her, all at the exact same time as well, once again.
She did in fact seem to be a little bit hesitant at first, none the less, as to the fact that she should in fact nod back to me, this time. Of course, I was sure that it was due to the fact that she heard all of the noise, and all of the voices that were in the camp, and based off of the lonely life that she lived, I was sure that she was not used to all of that stuff what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I suppose that I could not really blame her all too much for that, at all, what so ever.
I kind of just stood there for a little bit more time, as in the end, I did in fact begin to start to see her go right on ahead and begin to start to nod back to me all of the sudden, thankfully enough for me, at that. It was clear that she was in fact trying to let me know, that even if she was in fact a little bit afraid right now, that she was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that I was even about to go right on ahead and say to her, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
I just did my best to try to keep her as calm as I felt like I possibly could, as I made sure to not have a fearful look on my own face for her, all at the exact same time as well, as I then did in fact go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to her, all at the exact same time too, now that it was that I knew for a fact that she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to her, all at the exact same time as well.
"Well... Welcome to Windclan!"