Broken Relations (Warrior Cats S2 Book 1)

Chapter 11: Tonight

It was quite a bit of an uneventful day much to my surprise, as it was just a normal day to say the least, all at the exact same time as well. It had been about half a moon since the last time that I had really done any thing out side of the camp, as I had been far too stressed out, and I had been far too worried about StallionKit for some odd reason or another, as if it was that she was in fact my own kit, all at the exact same time as well.
Perhaps MintNose had in fact been right with the fact that I acted like she was in fact my mate, rather than MintNose be mine. I just felt like I could not help it, as I knew that StallionKit was a kit, and that she did not have any actual parents to be by her side, all at the exact same time too. Though, she had been growing a lot faster than I would have expected.
Sadly enough for her how ever, the apprentices really did not seem to give her all that much attention, such as it had been when she had first got here, as I felt quite a bit bad for her due to that, all at the exact same time too, none the less. I knew that she was in fact quite a bit lonely now, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt quite a bit bad for her due to that. That was a lot of the reason that I had in fact wanted to stay in camp as of late, if I was not going to lie to my self.
I did not want her to be alone, as I was always a little bit worried that she might just decide to go back to the old place that she had in fact lived at before she had come to Windclan. For one thing, she was a sweet kit, and I did not want to lose her. But for another thing, I also felt like if she was in fact going to leave, than she needed to know the way back as well, as I did not want her venturing in to Windclan territory on her own, with no way back to where she wanted to be.
I felt like I was stressing my self out far too much, as I felt like I needed to calm my self down, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of just shook my head a little bit to my self all of the sudden, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, once again. There was a lot more important things that were happening today than StallionKit. Well, rather, it was happening tonight, as I knew that it did in fact happen once every moon, all at the exact same time as well, once again, at that.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I got my mind, and I got my focus on that, all at the exact same time too. That was of course the fact that I knew that the gathering was happening tonight, as I knew that so did the rest of the clan. It was the reason why not all that much had really happened in Windclan what so ever, today, all at the exact same time as well.
Every one had kind of just been staying around camp, as I knew that they wanted to make sure that I did in fact know, all at the exact same time as well, that they did in fact want to go to the gathering, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I was well aware that was what it was that they were trying to do, all at the exact same time too. How ever, I felt like I should reward the cats that were actually doing some thing today, all at the exact same time as well.
I knew that they wanted to go and see their friends from the other clans, and they wanted to hear about all of the drama, none the less. There was also the fact that they just wanted to let it be known that their name was in fact out there, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to calm my self down, at those thoughts. I was a bit annoyed by it, but I felt like I really could not blame them for it.
I got my mind, and I got my focus off of that how ever, once again, as I then all of the sudden got my mind, and I got my focus on the stuff that more or less had to do with me needing to go on ahead and get my attention over to OwlThroat. I could clearly see that my deputy was in fact staring at me right now, as he was right at the bottom of the tall rock right now, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of tilted my head a bit towards him, as I was a little bit lost as to just what it was that he was even doing right now, all at the exact same time too, never the less. I saw that he had his eyes squinted towards me, as if I had been doing some thing suspicious, which I had not been doing what so ever of course, so that really did not make all too much sense to me what so ever, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self.
I kind of just did my best to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus more or less on him fully, all at the exact same time too. I saw him nod to me, as it was quite a bit clear to me that he was in fact trying to let me know that he was in fact about to go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to nod to him, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I wanted him to know that I, as a leader of Windclan, all at the exact same time too, was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that he even had to say to me right now, all at once, at that.
As soon as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, that was when I then began to start to hear him begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to breath in a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden.
I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was in fact even thinking right now, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with me right now, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of just did my best to try to get my mind, and to try to get my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now. OwlThroat then did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. As soon as it was that he had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, once again.
"Are you ready for tonight? I think you should go ahead and tell the cats who all is going..." He said to me, as he still had his eyes squinted at me, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that the had even said to me, never the less. It was clear to me that he was trying to make sure that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that he even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, still.
I kind of just blinked my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus on just what it was that he had even said to me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
It was just as to what it was that I had even been thinking on not all too much longer before now, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to start to look away from my deputy all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too. As I did in fact do as such a thing like that, I then all of the sudden began to start to look over to the sun, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that it was in fact quite a bit low right now, all at the exact same time as well.
As boring, and as slow as today really had in fact been, all at the exact same time as well, I could say that for a fact, there really had in fact seemed like it had blown by fast. Perhaps that was due to the fact that I had just been so lost in my head most of the day, all at the exact same time as well. I was a little bit worried, and I wondered as to just what it was that was in fact going to go on this gathering, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that the last one had been stressful enough, as it was, none the less.
I knew that a lot of cats loved stuff like that, none the less. I was not one of those cats what so ever how ever, as I just wanted things to be normal, such as I was sure that was how it was that the other leaders wanted it to be, all at the exact same time too. I really did not want to cause a fight, nor did I want to cause a war, all at the exact same time as well, as I was glad that was still yet to happen, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I kind of just did my best to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to turn my head back over to my deputy all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that he did in fact have his eyes on me still, right now, all at the exact same time as well, as it was in fact quite a bit clear to me that he was in fact waiting for me to go on ahead and respond to just what it was that he had even said to me in the very first place any ways, once again, never the less, at that.
I blinked my eyes a few times all of the sudden, as I still was not all too quite sure as to just what it was that was even going on right now, nor what it was that I had even been thinking on long before now, none the less. I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing right now, as I was just staring at my deputy right in to his eyes, for no such sort of rhyme or reason what so ever right now, all at the exact same time as well, once again, none the less.
I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that OwlThroat did in fact have his eyes at me as well, as his was squinted, much unlike mine were. It seemed like he was kind of testing me right now, and he was trying to figure out what it was that I was going to do. It seemed like he was trying to figure out if I was a good leader of Windclan, all at the exact same time as well.
I was not going to lie to my self either, I some times wondered if I really was my self, all at the exact same time too, though I knew that I was of course, as I knew that YoungTail, and that Starclan had chosen me for a reason, all at the exact same time too, as much as it was that I felt like I did in fact doubt my self a lot of the time, all at the exact same time too. I knew that I was doing my job, and I was doing a fairly good job at it at that, none the less.
I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and my focus off of all of that other stuff, once again. I then all of the sudden began to start to nod back to my deputy, all at the exact same time as well, to let him know that I was in fact about to go right on ahead and speak to him, none the less.
I knew that OwlThroat was my best friend, and I knew that he knew I was a good leader, and that he was not testing me what so ever. I felt like I just needed to calm my self down right now, and I just needed to not think on all of that other stuff, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and my focus on the thoughts that more or less had to do with me needing to continue to do as to just what it was that I had in fact been doing long before now, all at the exact same time too.
I got my mind, and I got my focus on to OwlThroat once again, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact see my good friend go right on ahead and begin to start to nod back to me, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that he was in fact trying to let me know that he was in fact paying attention to me, all at the exact same time too. I was glad that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to start to breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh of some relief all of the sudden to my self, all at once.
Once it was that I had in fact got my mind on just what it was that I was in fact doing long before now, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to speak to OwlThroat, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. I knew that he was in fact listening as to just what it was that I did in fact have to say to him, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
"Yes... Sorry... I didn't realize that it was already that late..." I said to him, all at once, as I saw that he did in fact go right on ahead and roll his eyes over towards me, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that he kind of thought that I was in fact been a little bit stupid right now, all at the exact same time too, which I kind of felt like I was in fact being a little bit stupid my self, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time too.
I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind and my focus on to just what it was that he had in fact just said to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I was glad that I had him by my side, as he was in fact truly a good deputy to have with me, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that there was no other cat that I would rather have by my side, rather than it be him, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as I got my mind, and I got my focus on the fact that I knew more or less had to do with me needing to go right on ahead and start to speak to the clan, all at the exact same time as well. As I looked over at my clan mates, all at once, that was when I began to start to notice that they too were waiting on me right now.
As far as I could tell right now, I could in fact see almost every single one of the cats that were in my clan, with me right now, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that my mate, MintNose, was in fact in the lead of all of the other cats, all at the exact same time as well, to no such sort of surprise what so ever to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that my mate was in fact a leader, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my mind, and I got my focus more or less on the thoughts that had to do with the fact that I knew that I needed to go right on ahead and start to pay attention as to just what it was that was going on right now. I saw that all of my clan mates were in fact staring at me, and they were in fact waiting for me to go on ahead and speak to them, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
As I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, I then all of the sudden began to start to hear the voice of my deputy, all at the exact same time as well, as he then began to start to speak to me once again, all at the exact same time too, as soon as it was that I felt like I was about to step up and speak to my clan mates, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I was a little bit lost at first, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that was even going on in the very first place any ways, but I did in fact stop with what it was that I was in fact about to do, all at the exact same time too. I did in fact begin to start to turn my head back over to OwlThroat, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that he was in fact looking at me right on to my eyes right now, as it was clear to me that he was in fact trying to make sure that I was in fact still paying attention to him.
As soon as it was that he had in fact seen me turn my head over to him, and look over to him, it was clear that was all that it was that he had needed, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, at that. I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to get my mind, and I did in fact begin to start to get my focus on just what it was that he had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
I blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and breath in a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well. As I stood there for just a few moments, all at the exact same time as well, I then all of the sudden began to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, as he then did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to me, all at the exact same time too.
"Remember that the cats that didn't get to go last time should get to go this time..." He said to me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. I blinked my eyes a few times once again, after just what it was that he had even said to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that had even happened last time. I don't remember the cats that were in fact even there if I was not going to lie to my self, as I felt like a lot of that had to do with me having problems with my memory.
It felt like it had been like that ever since it was that I had in fact had the roof of the old two leg place fall in me, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt like I must have had a lot of damage to my head, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that I had not really been the same mentally ever since it was that I had that injury, all at the exact same time too. I also felt like I had a little bit of a bit of a physical issue as well, as many cats had said that I had a bit of a limp when ever it was that I did in fact walk.
I kind of just did my best to calm my self down, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I needed to focus on just what it was that he had even said to me, all at the exact same time as well. How ever, I did not get my focus on the fact that had to do with OwlThroat right now, as I then all of the sudden turned my head away from him, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, at that.
I turned my head over to the clan, all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to step up to the top of the tall rock, all at once, just as it was that I had been doing long before now. I knew that there was no point calling in the cats of the clan, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that they were all either in the clearing, or they were in the dens, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I breathed in quite a bit heavily to my self all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus on the thoughts that had to to speak to them, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. I did in fact begin to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, at that.
I could clearly tell that all of the cats in the clearing did in fact have their eyes on me right now, all at the exact same time too, never the less. I then began to start to continue to speak to them, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they were in fact listening as to just what it was that I even had to say to them, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"As long as every one is ready for the gathering, the cats that will becoming, will be, OwlThroat, MintNose, GingerFur, AngelRing, RabbitNose, ShrivelSkin, DuckPad, RappidBlossom, SmartNight, MothBall, RubbleFlight, MottlePad, ShiloWing, RoseThorns, DaisyFlower, VioletNose, BarronWings, PepperPaw, FlipPaw, BongFoot, VenomTail, you are all welcome to come tonight..."