Broken Relations (Warrior Cats S2 Book 1)

Chapter 22: What Does It Mean?

It had been a bit of a chill last few days, if I was not going to lie to my self either, as it really had not been too hard on me what so ever. All of the cats seemed to all be fine in the clan, and nothing bad had happened at the very least, besides a few arguments that I had in fact caught whilst it was that I had in fact been in camp. I was not all too fond of that either, as I just wished my clan mates could get along.
Perhaps it was just growing pains, as I knew that all of my cats that were in fact in my clan, all at the exact same time too, had in fact all came from different back grounds, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that a lot of them had not experienced the same things. A lot of them had in fact been kitty pets, and some of them were rogues that were used to being alone for most of their life.
I could remember when it was that I had became a rogue, and I was on the journey to find the home of the clans, all at the exact same time too. I had been a bit afraid to be alone, as I used to be a kitty pet my self, and I was used to having to rely on the fact that there was a two leg around me to take care of me and feed me. As a rogue, that was just about the opposite, as you had to do things for your self for the most part, all at the exact same time too.
If I had to choose between the 2, I just felt like I could not, as I felt like I enjoyed the life of the clans far too much to ever have to make that decision ever again. I kind of just began to start to breath in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare at the cats that seemed to not be getting along with one another, I then all of the sudden did in fact let out quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, at that.
As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare with a bit of a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to look back over to my den, all at the exact same time too. I felt like I wanted to go over to it, and go to sleep, as it still hurt me a little bit, to be alone in there. It hurt me due to the fact that I knew that me and my mate were in fact growing apart from one another, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that was for sure some thing that I never would have wanted to happen.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I wanted to go and check in on her, and make sure that things were okay. Not just the fact that she was stressed out, and freaked out about the fact that HailWind was going to have her kits very soon, all at the exact same time too, never the less at that. Also the fact that I wanted to make sure that things were in fact still okay between us, all at the exact same time as well.
I felt like the answer was going to be the same blank statement that it was that it felt like every time it was when ever it was that I did in fact go to check in on her, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. It did in fact hurt me quite a bit that it was in fact this way, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that was some thing that I would have never wanted. I breathed in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, as I felt like it was not even worth trying at this point.
I simply just had to hope that LimpFoot was in fact going to be back soon, all at the exact same time as well, and that in the end, she would in fact take care of all of the stress that MintNose did in fact have, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. Not only that, all at the exact same time too, but also the fact that it meant that she would get to spend more time with me. It meant that we would in fact be able to rekindle the bond that we had long before now, all at the exact same time too.
That was at least the hope, as I was not all too sure if that was in fact how it was going to end up like in the end, what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too. As I kind of just stood there, and I did in fact stare for a little bit longer, I did in fact begin to start to walk over to the leaders den, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that I was in fact right up on the entrance to it, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden began to start to hear a familiar voice that I heard just about every day, begin to start to speak to me, none the less. It was a voice that I even heard more than the voice of my mate, which did in fact hurt me once again, to even think about.
It was of course the voice of my deputy, OwlThroat, all at the exact same time as well, as it was in fact quite a bit clear to me, all at the exact same time too, that he was in fact speaking to me, all at the exact same time too. I quickly began to start to turn my head over to him, all at once, as I really did not want to hear as to just what it was that he was in fact about to say to me, all at the exact same time too, at that. I knew that it felt like it was just only going to add some more stress on to my life, and that for sure was not some thing that I really wanted what so ever, at all right now.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as I then did in fact begin to start to nod to him, all at once, as soon as it was that I had in fact turned my head over to him, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. As I did in fact do as such a thing like that, all at once, it was clear to me that I had in fact made it clear to my deputy that I was in fact paying my fullest attention as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at once.
As soon as it was that I had in fact begin to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, that was when he did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and he did in fact begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, once again.
Luckily enough for me, it was one that it did not seem like OwlThroat had in fact seemed to notice what so ever, all at the exact same time too. I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self that way, all at the exact same time too. In the end, I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that my deputy even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, never the less, at that.
"Good night MoonStar... Hopefully things will calm down around the camp tomorrow..." He said to me, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that I was not the only one that had in fact noticed that the camp had in fact been quite a bit riled up, all at the exact same time too. It was also clear that OwlThroat, being the smart cat that he was, and also being the good friend that be was, all at the exact same time as well, had in fact noticed as to the fact that it was in fact what it was that had in fact bothered me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I kind of just blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could for the mean time, all at once, once again. I did in fact kind of just breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I just kind of did in fact nod back to my deputy, all at the exact same time as well. I was in fact grateful for him, and I knew that he was a good friend, as well as a good leader to have by my side, all at the exact same time too.
I still could not help but to feel like there was some thing that was in fact strange going on between him and KettleStar, all at the exact same time as well. I felt like they both might in fact be plotting against me for some odd reason or another, as much as it felt like I did in fact want to say that it was not possible, and that it was in fact highly unlikely. I just always felt like they always liked to speak to one another, and they always acted a bit strange to one another when they were close by each other.
Perhaps I was just kind of over thinking it all, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I did in fact need to calm my self down, all at the exact same time as well, as I did in fact try my best to try to get my self off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now. I just kind of blinked my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time as well. I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I did in fact begin to start to nod to my deputy once again.
I saw that he was simply just standing there, and he was in fact staring at me, all at the exact same time as well, as it seemed like he did in fact want some kind of response back to just what it was that he had in fact even said to me a few moments before now, all at the exact same time as well. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could all at once, as soon as it was that I had in fact even done as such a thing like that, never the less.
OwlThroat kind of stared back at me with a little bit of a blank look on his own face right now, for some odd reason or another, until in the end, he did in fact go right on ahead, and he did in fact nod back to me all of the sudden, never the less. It did in fact make me feel quite a bit better, if I was not going to lie to my self either, as soon as it was that he had in fact done as such a thing like that. It was clear to me that he was in fact paying attention to me right now, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I did in fact just kind of stare right back in to his own eyes for quite a bit of some time, as I was not really all too sure as to just what it was that I should say to him at first. I just kind of felt like it might be best to try to keep it short in simple, as I was sure that he would in fact under stand as to just why that was that I was in fact being that way, all at the exact same time too. That was of course simply just due to the fact that I did in fact want to go on ahead and get in to my den, so that it was that I could go on ahead and get some sleep for the night, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit of another bit of a heavy sigh to my self, once again, as in the end, I did in fact begin to start to go on ahead, and I did in fact begin to start to speak to him all of the sudden, all at once. I knew that of course, he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways, never the less.
"Well... I appreciate it all OwlThroat, but I think I just need to get in and get some sleep for the night... Good night though my friend..." I said to him, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact crack a little bit of a smile on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as soon as it was that I had in fact even said to him in the end, never the less, at that. I knew that I did not want to him to feel bad about the fact that he was simply just trying to make sure that I was in fact okay, all at the exact same time too.
He was in fact a great friend to have by my side after all, as I knew that I could not lie to my self about that what so ever, never the less. I kind of just began to start to shake my head a little bit to my self, all at once, as in the end, I did in fact get my mind, and I did in fact get my focus off of all of the rest of that othet stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now. I then began to start to turn my head away from my friend, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I did in fact begin to start to walk in to my den, all at the exact same time as well.
I kind of felt like he was about to say some thing to me once again, but luckily enough for me how ever, I did in fact notice that he did in fact stay silent through and through it all. It was clear that he did in fact under stand now that I was in fact quite a bit tired, all at the exact same time too. I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once.
In the end, I did in fact hear the paw steps of my friend, as he did in fact begin to start to walk away from me all of the sudden, all at once. It was clear that he too was going to head over to his own den for the night, all at the exact same time as well. That was of course the warriors den, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of just let out a bit of a soft sigh of some relief as soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to realize that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I did in fact go right on ahead, and I did in fact begin to start to close my eyes, all at the exact same time too. I was in fact ready to just go on ahead and get some rest for the night, if I was not going to lie to my self either. I was in fact ready for it to be the next day, all at the exact same time as well.
As I just closed my eyes, and I began to start to clear my mind from all of the thoughts, and all of the tension that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to fall asleep, all at the exact same time too. It was a peaceful rest that I was trying to get my self in to, all at the exact same time as well, once again.