Broken Relations (Warrior Cats S2 Book 1)

Chapter 20: Any Day Now

I looked out at the lake, as it did in fact feel quite a bit strange to me right now, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, that I was in fact out of camp right now. I felt like I should be there, and I should make sure that it was safe, but I also knew, and I had began to start to realize that I really did not need to be doing that. It was fine as it was, and what it was that I had seen KettleStar doing with Riverclan, Riverclan was probably the most healthy out of all of the clans at the lake.
A lot healthier than Skyclan was at the very least, as I kind of winced at the thought of that all, all at the exact same time too. It kind of hurt me to know as to just what it was that was going on with them and Shadowclan, and how it was that innocent cats were dying for no reason. I was tempted to do the unthinkable, and banish DustEyes from the clan, and take away leader from NettleStar, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear to me that he could not handle his clan mates.
I knew that it was not up to me to do as such a thing like that, but I for sure felt like we were going to have a very rough chat with him at the next gathering in about half a moon from now, all at the exact same time too. For now, I kind of just felt like, my main focus needed to be on my own clan. I did not need to be at the camp all of the time, just to make sure it was all okay.
I knew that I had MintNose as a medicine cat, if things went wrong, such as the fact that some one had in fact got badly wounded. There was nothing that I could do about that, if that was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. I just kind of shook my head a bit to my self, all at once, as I knew that even with all of that, it still felt like some thing was missing.
My mate, and I, still had not really been speaking all too much, and we had not really had all that much time together as of late, all at the exact same time too, in which I did in fact feel quite a bit guilty about that, all at the exact same time as well, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, once again. It was clear that things were going great between KettleStar and OisterNose, as they just had kits together, all at the exact same time too.
Sadly, that was some thing that I could not risk, with the fact that LimpFoot was gone, and MintNose needed to be the medicine cat for our clan, all at the exact same time too. How ever, I still kind of felt like I needed to do some thing for her, all at the exact same time as well. The only problem was, that I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I could even do for her in the very first place any ways.
I kind of shook my head, as I did my best to try to get my mind, and to try to get my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, none the less. Another cat that it was that I knew that I was in fact well aware of whilst it was gone, that could in fact take care of camp with me whilst it was that I was in fact gone from camp, all at the exact same time too, was in fact, of course, my deputy OwlThroat, all at the exact same time as well.
Which did in fact all of the sudden remind me of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to turn my head over to him, all at the exact same time too, as I looked at him right in to his eyes. We were simply just doing a hunting patrol right now, and it just felt nice to be going out with my best friend, and doing some thing with him, all at the exact same time too. Even if it was in fact just a simple hunting patrol such as it was that we were in fact doing right now.
I kind of just let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I then began to start to speak to my deputy all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, to try to get his attention on to me all of the sudden, all at once. As soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to speak to him, all at the exact same time as well, that was when he then all of the sudden began to start to turn his head over to me, all at the exact same time as well. His eyes seemed to be a little bit wide right now, as it was fairly clear to me that his mind, and his focus had in fact been on some thing else, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of felt a little bit bad as to the fact that I had in fact interrupted that, all at the exact same time as well, but I also knew that we could not just sit back, and stare out in to the beautiful lake that was in fact all around me, all at the exact same time too. It was not going to be quite as nice very soon, as I knew that the leaf bare was in fact about to be upon us, and it was going to freeze up like it was that it had in fact done the last time, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to get my mind, and I began to start to get my focus on the fact in stead, that did in fact have to do with the fact that I knew that I was in fact about to go right on ahead, and I was in fact about to speak to my deputy, all at the exact same time too. As soon as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, it was now clear to me that he was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that I was in fact about to go right on ahead and even say to him, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as I simply just got my mind, and I simply just got my focus on to all of that, all at the exact same time too. I did in fact begin to start to continue to go right on ahead, and speak to him, all at once. I knew that he was in fact, of course, beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well.
"Alright... Are you ready to go back to the camp? It is starting to get a little bit late out..." I said to him, as I knew that we had practically been out of the camp the entire day, all at the exact same time too, as we had simply just been catching up with things with one another, and speaking to each other all day, all at the exact same time too. It was a lot longer than it more than likely probably should have took, if I was not going to lie to my self either. How ever, it was some thing that it felt like the both of us had in fact really badly needed, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
I would not say we were starting to fall apart as friends with one another, what so ever, but it was clear that the both of us had in fact needed as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, as it was in fact relieving to me, to know that things were still in fact going well between the both of us, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of just shook my head a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to get my mind, and to try to get my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time too. I then began to start to breath in quite a bit of another heavy sigh to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once. I watched as OwlThroat then all of the sudden began to start to nod right back over to me, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that he had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at once, that was when I then all of the sudden began to start to see him dip his head a little bit low to the ground for some odd reason or another. I tilted my head a bit over towards him at first, as I really was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with him in the very first place any ways, all at once. How ever, in the end, as I looked down like he was, I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to realize as to just what it was that was even going on right now.
As soon as it was that I had in fact noticed as to just what it was that was in fact happening, I then all of the sudden began to start to see him lift up the rabbit that he had in fact caught not all too much longer before now, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that he did in fact just so happen to have a big smile on his face, all at the exact same time too, as soon as it was that he had in fact done as such a thing like that. It was clear to me that he too had in fact had a good time out side today with me, all at the exact same time too, as I was in fact grateful for that, if I was in fact not going to lie to my self either, never the less.
As I kind of just stood there, and I just stared for a little bit longer, with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, all at once, as I was a little bit worried as to just what it was that was even going on at camp right now. I knew that I should not, as I knew it was fine, as I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to let out quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now.
I too then did in fact smile right back at my friend, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of just stared at him for a little bit longer. I then began to start to realize that he was in fact about to go right on ahead, and he was about to speak to me all of the sudden. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to him all of the sudden. It was clear to me that I was in fact letting him know that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that he was even about to go right on ahead and even say to me, all at the exact same time too.
Once it was that he had in fact realized that it was in fact the case him self, all at the exact same time as well, that was when he then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and he then did in fact begin to start to speak to me, all at once, as I let out a bit of a soft sigh of some relief to my self, all at once, as soon as it was that he had in fact begun to start to see as such a thing like that, all at once. I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he did in fact even have to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time too.
"Alright... What are we waiting for? Let's go!" He said to me, as he kept the same smile on his face, all at once, as soon as it was that he had in fact said as to just what it was that he had in fact said to me, never the less. It was clear to me that he knew me well enough to know that I was in fact a little bit stressed out over the fact that I did in fact feel like I needed to get back to the camp as soon as it was that we possibly could all at the exact same time too, once again.
I felt a little bit bad about it if I was not going to lie to my self either, as even though it was that I had in fact felt like I did in fact need to get back to the camp, all at the exact same time as well, I also kind of felt like I should just enjoy this time whilst it was that I did in fact have it with my deputy, all at the exact same time too. Though I also kind of knew that it was in fact getting fairly late right now, all at once, as I knew that I did in fact need to get back in to the camp, before it was that other cats did in fact start to get worried about us, never the less.
I kind of just began to start to blink my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to start to do the exact same thing that it was that I had in fact seen OwlThroat do just a few moments before hand, all at the exact same time as well. That was ot course the fact that I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I began to start to lift up the prey that it was that I had in fact caught my self earlier in the day, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to pick up the 2 mice that I had in fact caught long before now, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to notice, all at once, that my deputy was in fact taking the lead back over to the camp, all at the exact same time too, never the less. I kind of just began to start to breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh of some sort of relief to my self, all at once, as soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with me right at this very moment in time too, never the less.
I kind of just shook my head a little bit to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of that, all at once. I knew that today had in fact been a good, and quite a bit of a productive day, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I should in fact be happy about that all, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once.
As I kind of stood there, and I more or less stared for just a little bit more time, all at once, as I then all of the sudden began to start to shake my head a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well. I breathed in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self once again, as I just kind of nodded to my self. I knew that there was things that it was that I did in fact need to do back at camp, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was what it was that I needed to have my mind and my focus on right now, all at the exact same time too.