Skool Luv Affair

Chapter 32

"I know all about your plans Mr. Kim Taehyung.", she says finally looking me in the eye.

She should not have said my full name... I might never let her go now.

"And what are those plans exactly?", I ask.

"Your revenge. Making memories with me so I will always remember you."

"Isn't that equally dooming for me?"

"I don't know, maybe you will be able to forget. But you very well know I am blessed (more like cursed) with an elephant memory. I won't be able to forget anything for a very long time no matter how hard I try. I might never forget you, Taehyung."

"Why are you so hellbent on forgetting me!?"

"What else am I supposed to do?", she says as tears well up in her eyes.

"Forget all about this and give me one dance. I promise I won't trouble you after that. Ever."

"Promise?"

"Promise.", I say knowing how little these words matter, promises are just words after all.

I wrap my one arm around her waist as I pull her in closer, so close, that I can feel her body against mine. And when I look at her, she's giving me the exact same wide smile that she gave me when we finally started dating. I wish she comes to her senses and realizes that we never had to break up, that I would have loved her through anything and everything... that I would take her back if she asks me to.

She keeps avoiding eye contact and I can understand why. She is feeling a lot of things, just like me. She comes closer and rests her head on my shoulder as we continue to slow dance.

And I can feel that the eyes of every person in the room is on us because even though we broke up... we are still so in love.

As every moment is short lived, our 2-minute fairytale also comes to an end. Before leaving, she whispers, in her sweet angelic voice, "Thank you for not hating me."

And just like that... it's over... she really does make me happy... this is the happiest I have been in a few days.

I feel just like I did on the 4 AM drive... she is within my reach but yet so far, so so far.

But she really is an idiot for believing that I can hate her, even for a nanosecond. I really wish I could, but I know I won't be able to... ever in my life. Well, like promised, I won't be troubling her anymore. I think this time we are officially done... at least we ended on a better note. At least no one is shedding tears... physical ones at least... I know my heart is breaking into a billion pieces right this moment, all over again.

Chae Seon Ra

I leave the dance floor because I desperately need some water to calm the fuck down. My heart is beating faster than the speed of light.

Even though I wish that he forgets all about me and goes on to live a happy life... I also want him to remember me forever, I want him to feel something every time he sees me and if we are to ever meet again in life, I hope he falls for me all over again.

Me and Ryujin prepare to leave because it's getting late. She is sleeping over at my place today and Yoongi hyung is dropping us.

As we are both walking to the car, someone shouts from behind.

"Yah! You left your bag!", shouts Taehyung as he holds up a bag... which is mine.

I run towards him because he refuses to budge and run towards me instead. What jerk makes a girl run in heels!?