Skool Luv Affair

Chapter 43

"I don't think I understand this anymore. Can you please stop talking in riddles?", he says as he collapses on the ground and begins crying uncontrollably.

He hasn't cried in front of me... ever. He always tried to be the strong one for me, but I could always see through him, still... he never cried. It breaks me so much to see him like this, it hurts me so much that I want to kill whoever hurt him this much... in this case, it's unfortunately me. I hate myself.

"Taehyunga, answer something for me... what's the quickest way to get over someone?", I ask looking everywhere but at him.

"I don't know.", he says between sobs.

"Think and answer me. Please."

"When you... hate someone.", he finally says.

"Eureka. Please shut the door properly before leaving. I hope you enjoy prom.", I say as I go up to my room. I don't think I'll be getting any more sleep. I'll try not to have swollen red eyes either.

He barges in the room after me.

"If you think all this is making me hate you... you're so wrong. I never hated you, even for a second, I can't hate you. The only person I ended up hating... is me. You made me hurt you so much... little do you realize, it hurt me twice as much. Before I can ever hate, I'll have to completely hate myself first.", he says as his crying worsens.

"Don't hate yourself, you did nothing wrong. This is all me.", I say as I wipe some of his tears with the sleeve of my robe.

"Plus, I know you won't take much time to get over me, you are already doing amazing.", I try to say it as an encouragement but it comes out a bit rudely.

"What do you mean?", he asks as he stops crying.

"Nothing, nothing. Pretend I never said anything. You may leave.", I say but he grabs the sleeve of my robe and says, "Come to prom with me. Let me have the last dance with you. You don't have to see me ever again after that.".

Is he crazy?

"I have absolutely no interest in being another one of your hookup girls tonight.", I say with a chilling iciness.

Why can't you just keep your fucking mouth shut Seon Ra? FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE! I'm hopeless.

"How do you know about that?", he asks with guilt dripping from his words.

"Who doesn't know? Have you even checked your social media since then? I guess not, I'm sure you were busy. It's not like I was stalking your account, I was not so surprisingly tagged in all them posts."

SHUT UP SEON RA!

"Why would anyone tag you?", he says as he takes out his phone and take a look.

"I wonder.", I scoffed but my heart is breaking all over again. It's the third time today. I do want him to move on but... it still hurts like a bitch. Then he comes back as if he still cares for me. Why play with my heart like that? Why can't he just leave?

Kim Taehyung

The posts are basically pictures of me kissing literally every girl present. They all have tagged Seon Ra's twitter handle and the comments aren't really pleasant...

Take that bitch @SeonRa7!

Woah that girl just got played and rightfully so @SeonRa7!

I would have loved to see her live reaction. Drag your ass here @SeonRa7!

I don't think I can read any further. I didn't think my immature actions would have such consequences.

"Seon Ra...", I begin to say but she interrupts me to say, "You don't owe me an explanation. Don't worry, people have a habit of saying things... I didn't take them personally.".