Misfits

Just Peachy

I woke up in the morning confused and dazed. My eyes were puffy and my arms stumg, then I remembered everything that had happened last night.

I didn't want to get out of bed, or leave the house. Or exist for that matter. I texted Mikey and told him I was going in late today, though I didn't know when I was going to show up.

I ended up getting up and getting dressed around nine. Thank god it was cold enough for long sleeves. I left the house around eight-thirty and I skipped breakfast and headed off to school.

I got there and the attendance lady bitched at me and told me to get to class. I hate the human race. I walked to my locker and got my books.

I had music explorations right now, shit, why did I even come in today.

I walked to Mr.Stacks room and took a deep breath. I pulled my sleeves down to make sure my wrists were covered, twisted the door handle and walked in.

"Frank, what a nice surprise!" Mr.Stack said, sounding sarcastic.

I walked by Alex as he coughed "faggot." I hate him so fucking much.

I sat two away from Gerard and Alex sat opposite him. Ryan sat to the right of me and Brendon to the right of him. Pete was to the left of me while Patrick, Lindsay and Alicia were all behind me.

I kept looking at Gerard. I was so pissed off I didn't want to speak, not to him or anyone.

"Frank." Ryan said leaning over and tapping my desk. "You alright?"

"Just peachy." I grinded my teeth together. I want to go home. I'll leave after lunch.

I love this class, I love music and making music. I just really hate Gerard at the moment. My phone vibrated.

Gee: hey babe, you alright?

He looked over at me as I read it. I locked my phone and set it on the desk. It buzzed again.

Gee: Baby, did i do something?

I gave him a death stare from across the room. Alex looked at him and then looked at me. He said something to Gerard and he laughed.

Me: Don't talk to me

Gee: I'm serious, tell me what's wrong.

Me: Don't worry about it.

He texted back but I didn't bother to look at it, the bell had just rang and I started putting my books away. "See you guys in lunch." I muttered as all my friends filed out. I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"Frank?" I turned around but I didn't look him in the eye. "Hello, Gerard."

"What's wrong with my Frankieeee." He said leaning in for a hug, but I pushed him away.

"Don't fucking talk to me Gerard. I know this is just a game. I know that no one knows your gay and I know that you were never bullied for it at your other school. Are you using me? Do you actually like me?"

He started to speak but I cut him off, "You know, I actually liked you. I fell for you, and I probably shouldn't have. You hurt me so much." And with that, I walked past him and went to lunch.

I sat down at the lunch table in between Ryan and Mikey, as usual. Ryan put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed me. "Remember what I said buddy, if this is because of him, I'll kill him."

I nodded and smiled. I need his friendship more than anything in my life, he deserves the world for trying to make everyone happy.

Gerard sat at the table one away from mine, facing directly towards me.

"Guys, I'm gonna go to the bathroom." Mikey said standing up, turning around too fast and colliding with someone and their lunch tray.

Fuck.

Alex.

"What the fuck man! You think you can just run into me?" I stood up. " Don't fucking talk to him like that." I spoke up barely getting it out.

"Aw look queer boy is defending you."

Ryan stood up. "Look Alex go sit the fuck down, you know damn well it was an accident."

"All of you faggots need to shut up before I wreck all of your ugly faces." Brendon slammed his hands on the table, "Oh hell no, bitch."

"What are you gonna do you Pansy fag hole? Hit me? Come on I know you won't, because you're a stupid ugly emo faggot."

And there it was.

"You motherfucker." I punched him so hard I knocked him backwards.

He stumbled forward and started swinging. He punched me in the eye and hit mikey in the nose, breaking his glasses. Ryan tried holding me back and Brendon was on Mikey.

Alex grabbed my neck and started choking me . I almost blacked out until someone ripped him away. It was Gerard.

He took him by the collar of his shirt and yelled "If you ever, ever fucking touch my brother or my baby, I'll fuck your face up so bad you won't be able to recognize yourself. Got it?"

He nodded and Gerard threw him to the floor. I was in shock.

"Come on Mikey, Frankie we're leaving."

We all walked out of the school silent, my hands still shaking from whatever the fuck just happend.

We got to my house. "Mikey, head home i'm gonna make sure Frank is okay."

Mikey walked towards his house and Gerard and I walked in mine.

"Why did you do that?"

"Did you not read my text?" He said smiling.

"No hold on."

Gee: If i did something, tell me, I'm sorry. I don't want to screw this up, I really like you, ya know.

"Gee, I'm so sorry I feel like such a dick for yelling at you, I didn't.."

He cut me off with a kiss. "It's okay don't be sorry. Now that i've come out I would like to take you on a proper date, friday night, dinner and a movie."

"I'd love that."

With that, he stood up, carried me over his shoulder and up to my bedroom.