Faked for you

Chapter ninteen

Ellie's POV.

I woke up to the sound of banging on Miles door. I groaned and got myself up before tossing his t shirt over my head and looking at smiles naked body sleeping so peacefully under the covers. I opened the door and a women who I had recognized from the bar on my birthday who had been dancing on the married man was at Miles doorstep? She looked worried and freaked out when she saw me.

"Can I help you?" I squint still trying to wake up.

"I'm looking for Miles Scott. Is he here by any chance?" She sighs crossing her arms glaring at me.

"Yes but he's asleep right now, I'm sorry who are you?" She scoffs and shakes her head before I hear footsteps behind me. Miles was standing there eyes wide and the most horrible look on his face. What the hell was going on?

"Ellie go wait in my bedroom" Miles snapped.

"who is she?" I ask frantically as the lump in my throat grows. Nobody answered me."Miles! Who is she!" I yelled but he just grabbed my arm and dragged me away.

"Go wait in my room, Ellie." He pleaded. I shook my head and he took my hand and looped his fingers through mine "please" I turned back and walked back in Miles room.

I waited in that room for what felt like days. Whatever was about to happen I knew was going to hurt me so during that time I braced myself. Has Miles been lying this entire time? I'm so scared. I can't loose him, it hurts too much and it hasn't even happened yet. I heard some yelling from Miles and although I knew I shouldn't eavesdrop I did anyway. It didn't make any difference anyway because I didn't even hear anything except Miles ask why whoever she was why she was here. I'm almost certain I heard her crying but I won't know until he comes in here.

Ten more minutes went by and he finally came in with the most guilty look spread Across his face. I knew I would start crying before he even said anything.

"Did you cheat on me?" I sigh.

"Fuck no!" He yells throwing a shirt on.

"Then what did you do Miles! Why do you look so guilty right now? Who was she? Why is she here?" He's pacing around his bedroom rubbing his hand over his mouth. He looks scared to death right now and it's only making me more afraid.

"Okay.. please sit down" he sighs finally looking me in the eyes. I sit down and he stands in front of me keeping his terrified look on his face. "Please don't leave me Ellie" he whispered kneeling down in front of me holding my hands to his lips. I felt a tear fall on my hand and when I realised it wasn't me who was crying I knew for a fact this was over. No matter what happened I would break down at some point tonight alone.

"Miles... please tell me what's going on" i sniffle as he whispers things to himself still on his knees in front of me holding my hands in his. "I'm scared" I admit before he looks up.

"Don't be scared, sunshine" he wiped his tears before laying his lips on mine. I knew that was probably the last time he'd ever do that because this had to be big enough for him to be crying on his knees right now. "Her name is Natalie..." he trails off looking into my eyes.

"How do you know her?"

"We were engaged" he nods "she got pregnant... I spent nine months preparing myself to become a father and all while she was seeing someone else... it wasn't mine, she told me soon after I had fell in love with that baby boy I thought I would watch grow up and he would call me dad"

I couldn't speak. Miles never once mentioned having a fiancé before meeting me and not to mention having a child. I guess it's not his but that doesn't change the fact that he has been keeping this from me for five fucking months of knowing me. He has been lying even after he promised his life to me.

"Two days after he was born I walked in with my mom and saw another man with my fiancé holding what I thought was my baby... she told me right there, in front of my mom that I wasn't a dad and my mom wasn't a grandmother. I spent almost a year preparing for a baby and thinking I was about to be a dad only for her to take that away and that's why when I met you... that's why I couldn't date you, that's why I was so afraid"

"I'm so sorry" I pulled his body against mine and hugged him so tight while he cried against my neck. I never thought I'd see Miles crying but he was. "It's okay" I whisper feeling my own tears rushing down my face.

"I need you" he whispered pulling away from our hug and throwing his shirt off. He was in Pain and he needed a distraction. That was me. Once he was inside me I ran my hands up and down his back while he thrusted inside me as hard as he could. But I felt nothing. I was numb and I'm pretty certain he was too.

"Come for me, Ellie" he pushed me because he knew I wasn't enjoying it. "Please" he groaned going faster completely wearing himself out. He was a gentleman and never came before me but We both knew I wasn't going to come even if he begged.

"Please.. Just finish" I nodded staring at the ceiling fan circling around and around until I felt him spill inside me. Once he collapsed on top of me all the tears I was holding in overflowed on my pillow as I turned over and curled up in a ball.

Miles sat up and put his clothes on while I cried in my pillow. Once he tried to run his hands up and down my hip I shot up started putting my clothes back on as fast as I could.