I let myself down when I
Pull you close and you push away
I should know and I do
Know that you don't love me by choiceMay as well I go unseen by you
Bite my tongue may I never
Beg to be witnessed by you
Or be left reaching for you againWhen did the ebb and flow
Grow into the highest tide
Week to week I'm weakened
by your indifference to meWhen did the fool who danced
Beside me in the fires
Feel so comfortable cutting off love
I know I've lost when I've fallen again
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Not Afraid of Dark Matter [Poetry]
PoetryNot Afraid of Dark Matter is a collection of poetry and prose chronicling the shadow work involved in growth and healing.