Chapter Seven

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Tobias POV

I am starting to worry about Tris. This is the second dream she has has. I tried to comfort her, telling her everything would be okay. But she still looked freaked out.

I woke up to her screaming in her sleep, saying that she was responsible for her parents death. I think she is starting to believe that. I calmed her down to a soft cry until she was able to fall asleep.

It's about 4:00 am right now, but since I could not sleep I get up and go walk around. As I walk I think.

I remember when chose Dauntless. At the time I just thought it was a haven. Never did I think that I would become a true Dauntless at mind and heart.

When I chose Dauntless I didn't really think much of it. I just knew I had to get away from my dad. I had to get out. I didn't think of the outcome. I didn't think about the future. I didn't think of where I would end up or who I would become when I did. I just knew that something good would come out if it.

I just knew. For two years I thought it was that I didn't have to deal with my dad anymore. But I was wrong. Now I know it's Tris.

I go back to my Apartment, where Tris lies looking worried. I smile to her and the look disappears.

I slowly make my way to her, and kneel besides the bed.

"I love you, Tobias." She smiles.

"I love you, too, Tris," I say and her smile grows wider.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I ask and her smile fades. She shifts so that I can get into bed with her.

I wrap my arms around her, and as she begins crying she buries her head in my chest.

"It h-h-hurts," she explains through sobs. I know it does. I have seen how her family's death has effected her. I've seen how the dreams have effected her.

"I have no family anymore. I'm the last one left." I look into her eyes, usually so striking and demanding. Now they look glossy and hurt, but still beautiful. Still her.

"I feel like it's my fault," she whispers so quietly I almost didn't hear it. It's not your fault, I think. Saying that to her now, though, would only anger her and make her more upset because she thinks it truly is her fault. It's not. I want to scream that at her. It's not. But I suppress the urge. For her, and her own sanity.

"I'll be your family now."

"I love you so much." I kiss her, and soon we both fall asleep.

A/N: Hey everyone!!!! I was really missing updating, and I finally got a break in between doctors appointments, so I decided to quickly throw together a chapter. (Which is why this chapter is all over the place.)

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