Toxic

The Night Keefe Left

        Sophie pov

Another flash back

       KEEF! "Keefe" I tried to scream but my throat currently felt like it was being ripped out of my neck. I tried to run to him but some dark figure restrained me from him. A gang of dark figures were attacking him and torturing him I could see them setting burns to his wrists, his knuckles exploding  with blood oozing out, his face covered with dust and blood repeatedly being punch with a gag in his mouth unable to speak. He looked as if the was paralyzed and that's what made my blood run cold.

        Help. Breath. In. Out. In. Out. What. Is. Happening.

        My eyes slammed open from my horrifying visions in my sleep. Keefe! Where is he? He needs help n- it was a dream but an oddly real one. I could barely breath and I was covered in sweat with my body shaking side to side. I couldn't just fall asleep so I decided to go outside and take in some fresh air into my shaky body. 

        Once I had carefully tiptoed downstairs and made it out the door I saw Keefe dad yelling at him in their garage. When I was about to storm over there I thought maybe I should stay here and see what happens because Keefe wont tell me what exactly goes on between them. He seems to sugarcoat it all. Not wanting to worry me, which was thoughtful but you could see it slowly destroying him in his eyes. For his mom? She left when he was a baby. Ya not the ideal life. But we had each other and that's all that matters. Or so I thought. 

        His dad shoved him into the car. What was going on? As they pulled out I chased the car but it er was no help Keefe just looked at me longingly with pleading eyes I screamed to Keefe but it was no use I screamed "I love you" but there was no response. Was this the last time I would see him? The last time I would look in to his ice blue eyes that carried warmth and laughter and love everywhere they went? A piece of paper fluttered out the window but they were gone by now. I lost. He was gone. My whole world ripped away from me. Forever? Who knows. 

        Only then I remembered the note. Woops. I snatched it before the wind could and stood there in the cold in my night gown as the rain started to fall around me. 

Mysterious Miss. F,

Uggg I'm already regretting starting this letter that way. I can't do this anymore. I can't take my dad anymore plus, I'm a screw up. Foster, I have to leave it will be so much better for you. Even if your mad for some time you will eventually see that it's better this way and just forget about me even if I don't really want you to. I will never forget you. Please don't come try to find me. And please don't bagger my father about where I am, though, please bother daddy dearest all you want to fill in for me. He will like it with out me, Grady will like it without me, our friends will like it without me, and you will to soon. You'll see it's better this way. Don't loose yourself when I'm gone. I'm not worth it Foster. I wish I could be here for the special memories and moments to come but I would just mess them up anyway. Don't hate me, wait no it's better if you do that way you won't want to find me. I love you Sophie. 

WHAT NOT EVEN A REAL GOODBYE?!?! And just like that something inside of me broke.

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