I forgive you
l forgive you for leaving
I forgive you for lying
I forgive you for trying
l forgive you for all the fights,
For the crying
For the pain
For the promises
I Forgive you for the slamming of doors, the hitting walls, the throwing of me and things.
I Forgive you for all the anger and sadness
l apologize for my role in these things
l thank you for the good times
I appreciate what we were given
l understand that I am "much",
But I am not too much,
And I was not and am not too little.
I was simply just not what you wanted and that is not my fault. I hope you got the things you needed from me. I hope you heal from the things you need to heal from. I hope some part of all this helps.
I always love with my whole heart.
So I hope that someday, some time, some place, you find someone to love you with their Whole heart again.
And I hope you heal enough to love them too
Deeply and wholely and immensely
I hope that what ever you took or gained from me was enough
And I hope it brings you what ever you were looking for.
I am "much" and someday someone will understand that. But they will love all of me anyways.
I know that everyone has something or someone out there for them
Someone will love me the way that I love.
And I hope someone someday will love you the way I loved you.
The way I love you
Because I will always love you
But I have to love me now, because you never could.
C.G.
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Poetrypoetry book. all the things I've written that I could never say out loud. Some topics may be difficult for some people so check for disclaimers .
