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by blueverymuffin

by blueverymuffin

photos from 5 years ago

Different lines

Black clothing

Mourn,

Mourn

But for what?

Maybe it's because of you,

I'm like this

Maybe it's because I'm used to

what's not

Long sleeves

Letting my hair cover my face

So used to the grey crescents shaded under my eyes

So used to the tears that burn along the edges of my eyelids

Watching my shadow stretch longer across the floor

The only movement in my room is when

the wind whispers through the curtains

When was the last time I laughed?

Hangers,

Chipped hooks,

Discarded boxes,

And split sentiments

Chugging juice,

Milk,

Bubble tea

Will this last forever?

Sometimes I think I catch your voice on the wind

I wonder if you spend your days thinking of me

or if you're just half-drunk-happy

Running my hands under the cold water

Feeling my fingers slowly going numb

I wish the rest of me could.

Sunglasses,

Hoodies,

Tight strings

And straps

Rearview mirror,

Hollywood grounds,

Palm trees,

The original

Polaroids,

Disposable pictures,

Old time memories

Pine trees,

Vineyards,

Ivy

Realising I've spent an hour in the shower

Water dripping from the ends of my hair

Water hanging onto my eyelashes

Let them fall

Let them blur those photos of us from 5 years ago

I know I shouldn't think this

but

I hope you stay.

______________________

3.12.22

Written while listening to: https://youtu.be/LChF16vd4RM