Natasha, Wanda and Yelena oneshots

Stress(Wanda)

Tw: self harm

You and Wanda have age gap but she can legally date you. Also you're on last year in highschool.

When you became an Avenger, Wanda offered you should live with her. You were the youngest and you couldn't find yourself in this mess even if you had powers. You lost like everything in just few days and your life changed totally.

Recently you started to feel better and more confident, so you agreed to start training. But others still insisted you should come back to school and live your life like normal teenager. Was that even possible? You seriously questioned that but you were bored when Wanda was working so you agreed.

You already knew that was terrible decision at first day. You joined in the middle of year and only knew Peter Parker. Class wasn't nice to you at all. Some teachers knew that you're with Avengers but they didn't bother to stop students from bullying you.

You tried to ignore them but that was hard. Really hard. In the past, when you were struggling with emotions you just grabbed a knife and cut your skin. It couldn't solve your problems, but sometimes physic pain was better than psychological.

Only one thing that was keeping you in this school was that you need to finish it, if you want to go to your dreamt university and that school was supposed to be the best.

Today was hard for you. You failed test and people laughed at you again. Even if you stayed clean for weeks since you started dating Wanda, you felt that you can't take it anymore.

When you opened door you shouted but there wasn't any response. You were alone. You tried to ignore this feelings but you felt weaker and weaker, so you grabbed the knife. Then everything seemed to be so far. When you came Blback to reality you were sitting on kitchen floor with knife in one of your hands. Your wrists and thighs were covered by wounds. A few was really deep, maybe it need special treatment? You tried to stand up and go to bathroom when you heard someone calling you. Her voice was getting closer to you every second but you didn't try to hide it or something. You knew that you didn't have enough time.

Y/N?

You thought she'll be sad or angry but her expression was just worried.

Y/N can I touch you?

You nodded, so she helped you stand up and you walked to the bathroom. She started taking care of your wounds.

Aren't you mad at me?

Baby, why'd I be? I'm worried but I know that sometimes you still can't stop it.

After a while she added

If you want to talk to me you can anytime.

Even at the middle of night?

Even at the middle of night.

She chuclked a little.

So, there's possibility that we still have ice cream from yesterday and there's new episode of our favourite sitcom.

You smiled softly and stepped right next to your girlfriend to give her a hug.

This may be chaotic cause I had breaks while writing.
Recently I didn't write nothing new cause I live in Europe and I'm really worried about what's happening in Ukraine. But let's hope that'll end well.

And now, something about self harm. I used to do it for a long time. There were times when I could cut myself almost every day. Yeah, that were dark times... BUT now I'm 2 months clean! For someone this can be short but for me it's so long. I'm really proud of myself. And what I want to tell you guys: you're worth happiness. And even being one day clean should make you proud of yourself. Please don't give up and lose hope. Keep going❤️ someday it'll be fine.
Also relapses are part of fighting with it. Don't give up, try one more time.
Take care of yourself 🤗 you're doing great!

I don't know if it can help someone, but I hope so. Thanks for reading 😊