Song: drugs by Tai Verdes
You were sitting in main room alone. Everyone was enjoying their free time at the swimming pool.
You became one of Avengers in quite unusual circumstances. At the beginning you tried to kill them, but then Thanos erased half of the humanity. You had unique skill. You could ressurect people, but only ones that you had special bound. Like love or true friendship.
So when Natasha sacrificed herself you wanted to try ressurecting her.
Of course you had feelings for Natasha. But you weren't sure if she even liked you. She was very good at hiding her true feelings.Luckily you could help her. But you two weren't talking much after all troubles with Thanos. So you weren't sure if she like you like a friend or something more. And that worried you sick. You often trained together or spent time with each other at Tony's parties. You often caught her staring at you, but she's never done nothing more. It was exhausting for you.
You get up from sofa and went upstairs. You locked yourself in your bedroom and started crying. You've had enough of this.
Natasha's POV
I was in love with Y/N since I first saw her as my enemy. But, I've never been in love with anyone so I didn't know how to show her how I feel. I tried to get to know her better, but she was very mysterious.
When I was walking to my room to get ready for my training session with Steve, I felt strange scent coming from Y/N's room. I opened her dooor withouth knocking. I saw her sitting on the floor, smoking weed.
Y/N?
Natasha...
Why? You have us. You have me. If you need help...
She interrupted me and started singing:
I don't wanna tell my mom I smoke this weed.
I don't wanna tell my dad, he'll call me weak.
I don't wanna be the blackest of the sheep.
Missing their call every single week.
I don't wanna say sometimes I do drugs.
Not hard ones just ones that change my mind up.
Sometimes I don't care.
Sometimes I cry too.
Sometimes life's a little too hard to get used to.
Ocassionaly I forget to sleep.
Remind myself that I gotta eat three times a day this week.
Try to not clench my teeth.
Got a little OCD.
Listen to CDC when I'm feeling uneasy.I kneeled before her. She looked directly in my eyes.
I'm here Y/N. I'll help you, I promise.
I hugged her. After a while she relaxed in my arms and started crying.. Her tears were soaking through my shirt but I didn't care. She's my whole world. I'm even alive thanks to her. Now it's my turn to help her.
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Natasha, Wanda and Yelena oneshots
FanfictionFemale reader (there are oneshots with they/them pronouns too) Natasha Romanoff Wanda Maximoff Yelena Belova Oneshots, mostly fluff, possible smut (should've been changed into mostly smut, possible angst looong time ago)