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19. Missing him

A I D E N
Saturday 23rd October, 2021

Here's the thing: All my life i haven't got one ounce of love, you can count the few times when my mother was sober. Those times i cherished to my heart. It was always me and my little sister, i tried to give her the love and care my mother couldn't receive to her. It breaks my heart that my sister doesn't even feel a sort of attention from the people who are supposed to support her but she calls out to me to protect her and to show her care.

I've always protected her but protecting someone you would have to have practise. Lucas. He's been my best friend since we were kids, we've been joint to the hip since infants and of course my second sister to me; Amelie. I was there for Lucas always when he had a nightmare but now. I feel plain utter useless. I've failed him.

I'm supposed to protect him. He's my boy. My best friend whom i so happened to fell in love with and i don't regret it one bit.

My heart ache from not seeing him for five days. Five days with no leads. Five days with no Lucas. The Rossi house that i've been staying with along with my little sister from not trusting her alone with my parents. She's happily playing with Elijah in the playroom at the moment. While i lay in the guest room not were i usually sleep while being here but i don't have the guts to go into Lucas' room.

Sleeping in his room where he isn't there where i can't spoon him, yeah don't want to do that.

I haven't slept well since he's been missing, my mind creating this mindless nightmare that he is going through so much pain. I can't deal with the fact that he is possibly hurting our there probably worried and scared but I know my Lucas he's hid his emotions for so long that he would surely be sarcastic to his kidnappers before getting hurt.

I know him. He's definitely doing that right now and i won't be surprised. I hope he is holding on. I'm coming for him, i am. I will find him if it's the last thing i do.

"Knock knock" My eyes roam away from the blank bare wall to the door to Alex, leaning against the door with folded arms and a hidden sadden expression on his face.

I can tell he can see right through my glamour of trying to be strong, along side Lucas obviously. Alex is another Rossi i am closer too but not like telling secrets and have girl talks but like understanding each other in some sort of way.

"I came to tell you that we might have a possible lead, but i don't want to get your hopes up it's just a hunch" Alex states hastily but slowly so i can understand. I nod my head standing up running my hands through my blonde darken curls.

"Better than what we had yesterday" I spoke monotone before walking past him out the door.

"I know you think it's your fault but its not, none of us were expecting this. We haven't went through this kind of issue since... Amelie was taken and the mafia world took upon themselves to attack our current state" Alex exclaimed, putting his hands in his jean pockets glancing over at me as we make our way to his father's office.

"Of course i think its my fault, we found his phone near the dumpster and the last thing it had was me apparently saying to meet near our spot. I was reckless getting my phone hacked, of all people me who is a fucking hacker got hacked" I laughed dryly, shaking my head with a scowl.

"Like you said hacked, not you. You weren't expecting this, none of us were. We'll find him Aiden, we will and then you can continue to bang my little brother" Alex smirked over at him but instead of being embarrassed like most people and thanking Alex for lifting the mood.

"I'll surely do that don't you worry, Alex. You can have front row seat if your going to smirk like that you creep" I chuckled jokely shaking my head, Alex glares over at me in warning.