Forbidden Love [Komi Shouko x Fem!reader]

getting to know eachother

 
After a few days passed i was finally released from the hospital. i figured i still had time to go to school since it was still morning. i took off the hospital gown and put on my usual uniform. i bow down to the nurses and headed to school. when i stepped in i was drowning in Yamais apologies like "I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I SHOULDN'T HAVE HIT YOU THAT HARD BUT I WISH YOU PASSED OUT FOREVER BUT I'M SORRY" she's bad at apologizing. so i didn't say anything and just went to my desk and laid my head down. yamai gives up and goes to her friends talking about who knows what.

  summer break is coming up, so is the finals. i always get burned out when i study.  as usual, najimi whines about studies to their other friends that they dont want to study and wants to die. i get tapped in the shoulder and i lifted up my head to see who it was. it was Komi. "oh hey Komi! i forgot to tell ya that i came out of the hospital, im sor-" i was cut off by a sudden hug from her. she was warm...and smelled nice. i didn't want to let go. but i had to anyways so it doesn't seem weird, as i was about to pull away she whispered in my ear "i'm....glad y-your back.." she pulled away from the hug  and her face was a deep crimson red.

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people were staring at us with pure jealousy and anger that i get to be this close to her. i bet their planning to kill me and to get rid of me. like if yamai tried that before but it sadly didn't work. i got butterflies in my stomach from her voice and blushed. "i'm glad that i came out alive and well to see you shouko. i couldn't have done it without you visiting me everyday along with the whole group. thank you." i smiled sincerely, in response, she blushed and nodded her head. "Hmm? Shouko are you okay? Your face is all red. Do you have a fever or something?" I stand up and reach over to her feeling her temperature with the back side of my hand only to find her steaming hot. I retract my hand from her forehead "we need to take you to the nurse. Your steaming." She blushes even more from the sudden movement I pulled and shakes her head "I-I'm..f-fine" she says. "Are you sure?, you don't have to lie" I say worried and in a soft voice.

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"I-I'm o-ok..r-really" she said even more flustered. I realized I was too close to her so I moved away and blushed a little. "Just tell me if you feel sick....o-okay?" I said. Komi nodded and calmed down a little. "Anyways...um... what do you want to do?, I heard najimi and tadano are busy right now so it's just the two of us." She got her note book and wrote 'can we try to go to Starbucks? The last time I went there i was scared because najimi told me to order something for them. And it wasn't on the menu and I wanted to cry. I got the drink wrong eventually.'  She wrote that and showed me while shaking. "that najimi I swear to God. They can be a pain sometimes. Sorry about that. But sure. I don't mind. I was thinking of getting Starbucks too."

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She smiled and looked happy. I didn't eat for the past few months so I just hope she didn't notice I stopped eating. Though I lied about thinking to go to Starbucks. I couldn't say no because it will be rude. And I'm too tired to make an excuse. "alright thennn let's go!"  i say while excited. we walked outside of school and we got a few stares here and there people muttering that were a cute couple and people were baffled to see a beautiful young woman walking with another. we arrived at starbucks and i ordered my favorite drink (could be any drink you like). i helped komi get hers too since she wanted to practice communicating. a few minutes passed and we finally got our drinks and headed back to campus. we talked while walking but i mostly did the talking.  i noticed her face getting a little tint of red on her cheeks. it looked like she was nervous. but i paid no mind to it. i thought it was cute..her soft, perfect, yet delicate eyes shaped like an almond laying their attention on mine, her silky soft hair flowing through the wind like a feather, those soft lips look just as soft as a peach...

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i want to kiss her. i want to feel her. i want to... drink... drink! i realised i had my drink in my hand. it was so cold i couldn't feel it. i changed it to my other hand quickly. "haha...im so dumb...i forgot i had my drink in my left hand and now i can't feel it." Komi tensed up and was worried about me.  "dont worry it doesn't hurt. so i'm fine. i think... i hope."  we were already inside school but i was so busy admiring her i didn't notice. i sat at my desk and enjoyed my drink while i talked to komi. she sat next to me and we began engaging. well she was talking with a notebook but i didn't mind. it was an endless amount of eye contact sometimes i would turn away in embarrassment and so would she. i never got this much attention in ages i'm starting to get happy. no one had listened to me before and people just told me to shut up. but now i feel safe around her its like its almost impossible for me to feel uneasy around her. "oh yeah! what do you want to do in summer break?" she wrote on her notebook 'i dont know. i dont usually do anything during break i just stay inside.' komi wrote while shaking "i.....well dont worry. we'll make sure when you get more friends, we will have so much fun with them that you won't have to be inside all the time anymore!"  she looked at me with a surprised expression and smiled "oooo shouko! is that a smile i see? you never pumped a smile like that! Cutee!" i say teasing her. she blushed and shook her head denying that she is smiling "hehe dont deny it! your smile is so cutee!" komi blushed even more she covered her face with her note book 

"your such a silly kitty komi shouko"  i say teasing her again. now her face was a deep crimson red as i said that. "oops...hehe too much?" i said  "n-no...n-not a-at all.." komi exclaimed