Forbidden Love [Komi Shouko x Fem!reader]

Stored Memories

 [based on the votes on the previous chapter "fun fun pt.2",  yall wanna dominate komi, or let komi dominate you 💀 but since it was a tie sadly, i'll make them both switches. so you ppl can calm tf down and have equal turns. but im glad yall participated :) thanks for the 12.8k reads. they're the reason why i get so motivated from time through time now. ]

Kid Y/n pov:

Mother and father are yelling again. But I don't know if I should still call them that. they yell about how they should spend the 1k that they got while working but i dont believe that since they work minimum wage in a crappy business, I get my backpack and leave since they recently moved in a apartment for their work and it's close to a school called Oitawa Second Elementary School. It's holding an entrance ceremony today and my parents don't even care about it so I might as well go by myself. I walk up to the school entrance to a girl with short, pretty black hair standing anxiously near the entrance. Her parents are encouraging her and telling her that is okay. I wish my parents were like that. Something in me said to help her troubled soul so I grab her hand, but she flinches to my touch. "Oh sorry, I just can't stand to see someone in trouble. Do you want to become friends?" Her expression changed after I asked her to become friends with me. By the looks of her parents (mostly the mom) were happy for their daughter gaining a new friend. She thought about it for a moment, with her face half frozen in fear, but agreed to the offer anyway. I smiled and lead her to the entrance without worry "what's your name by the way?" I remarked. But there was no answer. "Hmm. Not the talkative type huh? I get it. I'm not either. here's a spare notebook and pencil. Whatever you want to say, you can write it on here so you don't have to use your voice" she looks at me, hesitantly but slowly takes the notebook and pencil and bows many times. "You don't have to be formal with me. its what friends do no? let's have a good day at school and meet the new teachers and kids." she nods. she uses the notebook and tries to write something on a fresh page of the notebook 'i am ǩ̶͎̆̈́o̵̭̣̅̇͋͘m̶͎͕̪͙͒͑͐͋i̶̻̩̫̳̓̀ ̸̬̈́̉s̷̡̟͍͒̒̏h̷̖̆̌̓ȏ̵̖̳̣̈́̀̈u̶̦̺͚͉̽̍͛̒k̶̬̖̤̹͠o̵̝̫̦̅́̈́ͅ by the way." 

{end of Dream flashback}

         i wake up, unfazed; i had that dream again. i still wonder who that girl was, i couldn't see her name correctly because of how blurry it was....hmm. i wonder how shes doing now. i regret leaving without saying goodbye but my parents didn't care if i had friends to say goodbye too. and now i dont give a fuck anymore, they never came back from their trip but who cares. i stole their credit cards and their personal information when they were packing up and now im gonna sell them, except for the credit cards. i'm gonna waste them until one of them declines and make their life a living hell. sure they have spares, but that won't save them for long.

        though now that i look back, the girl in my dreams has the same features as shouko.. eh i'd rather rest my mind for now, we do have a date to attend to. tbh my first ever date with someone i dont hate. she's calm and patient, not to mention pretty, it's always a delight being around her, very hard working too. her parents are like the family i never had only different. i slept in with her again because I personally do not trust myself in my own home. her silky blackish purple hair is very soft to the touch, which reminds me of kaido, my own cat which I always leave outside to explore the outdoors though he comes back for food because he is sometimes lazy to hunt. though i always come by from time to time, and he's not there. he better be okay.

[song is recommended for the writing below! or not it's your choice ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌]

     We cuddled till I noticed her slowly getting closer to me, her face in my chest like a personal meat pillow. though i stay still trying not to awaken komi. but something awakened in me, my face was redder than the youtube logo. then i saw a pair of black ish violet eyes open with a hint of exhaustion. "hello... i see your getting quite comfy over there." i say. shouko quickly realized what she was doing and got quite embarrassed and slightly got away from me and my chest.  i laughed it off, but she was still nervous. "its alright really... i dont mind.." she nods, and came back to the same position as last time, just with a hint of red all over her pretty face. "i'm guessing you want to stay a little longer?" i say, while she nods for a second time "alright then, we can wait for as long as you like.." i say softly " komi drifts off to sleep again, meanwhile i caress her hair and play around with it a bit, not too hard, not too soft,  and sing a little melody along with it. it was just a normal morning... or so i thought it was.