entry no. 2:
toothbrush tots
napaisip ako. magtatagal kaya ako rito? f2f na next school year, masyado akong namamahalan sa tuition fee ng current univ ko. more likely, i'll transfer. then naisip ulit ako, sa pinagsstayan ko before, may mga univs naman doon na may program na tinetake ko. so... why not? hwahahshaa.
una pa lang kasi may plothole na 'to eh. what i want is to study here in manila INDEPENDETLY. hindi nakikitira sa isang malayong kamag-anak. hajahsa but idk. this will def change. my mind's still unstable. mga initial tots pa lang itwu—specifically toothbrush tots whahaha. pero maganda yung ganito kasi im looking in a wider perspective. im not limiting myself to one idea. will i stay here until i graduate? what would the benefits and downsides be? or is it better to go back at my previous household? will i still be able to find the independency im seeking? how about the mental growth and protection i am striving to acquire? between these two life options, what would be the best for my development?
hopefully, i'll get the answer soon.
yours,
mikha
