Trauma • Carlisle Cullen

Newborns (Chapter 13)

I have been training the newborns for a few weeks now and I feel like a prisoner, a toy. The vampire's name is Maria.

Maria told me that the newborn training has been going on for hundreds and thousands of years.

It is 3:00 am and I have to get up to train the newborns. Today we are fighting. I paired everyone up with each other but there there is an odd number. I will have to fight someone.

I look into the boys red, savage eyes, and I run towards him. He stops me with his hand and choke slams me to the ground. He then bites into my forearm and drinks some blood. Luckily, Maria pulls him off of me before he drinks too much.

Maria then takes over while I bandage my arm. I pull up my sleeve and there are silver bite marks all over my arms.

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A few months later, it is 1:30 am and I hear people moving around. I open my eyes and all of the newborns are staring at me. They all instantly attack me and they jam their teeth into my neck and my arms. I feel venom pulse through me and I feel my blood being sucked at the same time. I scream super loud and the newborns run out of the room.

After the change finishes, I can see EVERYTHING. My neck burns of thirst and I sneak away and let my instincts kick in. I drink about 6 deer and then I head back to the barn.

I can't let all the newborns run away and kill people. I have to kill them. I regain my powers, they are much stronger. I launch myself back to the barn and I kill them. All of them. I save Maria for last and I rip her head off. I burn the barn and run away.

I find my car and I drive back to Forks. I get in my house and I call Max.

"Hey sis!" Max says.

"Hey Max! When are you coming back?" I ask.

"I am actually staying here for a few more years. I bought a house." Max says.

"Oh." I say. Did Max just leave me like everyone else? "I hope to see you soon." I say as I hang up.

I miss the Cullens. They could help me through this mess. I sit down on the couch. I want to sleep and escape this chaotic world that I'm in, but I can't. Vampires can't sleep. If anything, it's good that Max is gone. It'll keep her safer from me.

I hear something move fast outside and I walk out.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Hello Eleanor." A voice says.

"Who are you? What do you want?" I ask.

"You killed my sister, so I will kill you." The voice says.

"Who are you?" I ask.

A pale, black haired lady comes into the light.

"I'm Camilla, Maria's sister." She says.

I immediately shoot her with my powers and I kill her. I burn her body and then I go lay in the couch. "I'm a murderer."