I see you standing there
Looking lonely
I'm here for you
And I want you
But we don't want the same thing
It's hurting my heart
It's hurting my head
It's all so complicated
They say you don't feel the same way
But I really wish you did
I see you come
I see you go
I'm madly in love
With you
You're straight
I'm pan
But I still love you
I like girls
Why does this have to be so complicated
You're fading away
Everytime I see you in the hallways
The smile and bouncy hair
Makes me heart melt
The warm brown eyes
And the hugs you give
Are electrical, magical, chemical
You're poisoning me with your words
Saying we're just friends
I know it's not your fault
But I can't help but be upset
Time passes and we graduate
We lose contact
And go our separate ways
You go off to school
You're fading away
And I'm left behind
I miss you so much
I told you i love you
Probably made you uncomfortable
But boy do I wish it didn't
I still love you
You're my first love
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A Journey Through My Soul
PoetryThis is a collection of short poems I wrote. Please be aware that some contain sexual content, and as well as descriptions of depression that might trigger some people .