Life ain't always
What it seems
I'm in hell
This fire inside me burns
Lights up the whole room
My flames will never go out
Stroke the flames of passion
Red for blood, sweat and tears
Orange for courage
And yellow for hope
But inside my mind
It's burning Alive
It's hell in here
And in there
Some days all I
Have is the faith
That things will improve
At the end of the day
I'm reminded that you can
Only really rely on yourself
For most things
Other people can help you
But I'm in hell with the devil
And what's funny is the devil shows
More sympathy than the Angels
Morning star, Lucifer is his name
To the Angels I'm a sinner
To the demons I'm a angel
It's burning alive in here
Believe in yourself
Young one
For you could so far
Or so they say
I'm buried too deeply
Somebody help me
Somebody please save me
Because I need it
I have the power to manifest
Anything and everything
But at the end of the day
I'm powerless
Over certain things
It's funny because
Admitting to a problem
Is like sticking your hand
In a beehive
People hate you
And love for you
Despise you
And amire you
All at the same time
I'm schizoaffctive
Psychotic, borderline
They say
But I'm just a kid
I'm suffering
I'm searching for love
Anger, depression, obsession
I hate you, don't leave me
Love you, don't hate me
I'm burning alive
My soul is alive
But my mind is numb
I finally found him
And secure with him
I am
He ain't a human
But rather a god
I found her
She isn't a human
But rather a goddess
Believe In yourself
They say
But they're the biggest haters
Out there
Multiple personality disorder
Borderline personality disorder
What disorder am I now
I'm burning alive
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A Journey Through My Soul
PoetryThis is a collection of short poems I wrote. Please be aware that some contain sexual content, and as well as descriptions of depression that might trigger some people .
