Fuck the pills
The drugs
Got me messed up
Like a wannabe thug
They say I'm helpless
And weak
I say I've just been
Through and seen
Some shit
I'm tired of this life
I live
Angry every day
Can't even cry no more
Because every day
I'm struggling
With myself
And everyone around me
My sensory issues
Overwhelm me
I got this new job
At Walmart
And this bitch
Won't stop
Being a bitch
She won't stop
Being a bitch
Because she is a bitch
I say fuck her
I'll get over it
They say
I'll get over it
But it don't feel
Like that
Being queer
Comes with its problems
Being gay ain't easy
And neither is being queer
Pansexualility is a bitch
Being queer is a bitch
Sometimes
I don't know if I
Want to live with it
Am I a trans man
Or not
I can't figure it out
Fuck working at Walmart
Fuck that bitch who
Trained me today
Bagging groceries and
Scanning them
Is a bitch
God says he loves me
But I don't believe
That shit one bit
Poetic rhyming ain't easy
They say I got a gift
But my life ain't breezy
What is a gift
If you have to fight
For your life
Because you feel
Like shit everyday
I feel killing myself
And dying
I'm desperately tryin
But fuck all
That noise
And that bullshit
And I'm tired of people talking
Their bullshit
And fuck these hoes
And these dumb bitches
And fuck these hoes
And fuck you too
I'm angry and I'm very
Pissed off
Fuck my life
And everything in it
Shit job
Shit life
Fuck my job
Fuck that bitch who
Trained Me
Today
Fuck that hoe
I hope she gets
Fucked in the head
Someday
By somebody
All these bitches
Got me fucked up
In the head
I'm sorry Dad
That I'm not your
Perfect virgin princess
Fuck my life
And fuck you too
And fuck everybody around me
Fuck my life
They say I'll get over it
But I don't think I will
Fuck my life
I don't give a fuck
About any future kids
No fucks given about my life
Or myself
No fucks given about Jesus
No fucks about any of these bitches and hoes
Or any of these dudes
Fuck this hoe
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A Journey Through My Soul
PoetryThis is a collection of short poems I wrote. Please be aware that some contain sexual content, and as well as descriptions of depression that might trigger some people .