We agreed to
Put up a ruse
We danced together
That night
You glide your hands
Over my waist
I felt overwhelmed
With joy
Was it love
I thought
I felt butterflies
But I wasn't really sureThat night in the garden
I was so upset
We kissed so passionately
I can't get you out of my head
But someone saw you and I
I knew that people would talk
We must marry I said
But you were so hesitant
Saying you never want to marry
Saying that you could
Never give me children
But all I wanted and needed
Was you
We rushed to get marriedI was so nervous
On our wedding night
I touched myself
To the thought of you
I remembered and I panicked
Then you entered the room
You took off my shirt
And then you paused
You asked if I wanted you
To stop
Hell no
I said
We made love for the first time
It was so magical
I started seeing stars
Closer and closer to climax
Then I collapsed on your stomach
You kissed my neck
And said
I love you and I am yours
The and only mam for you
I have always been yoursWe made love so often
Every day
Multiple times a day
Then I found something
Out about you
I can't believed you lied
To me
The ultimate betrayal
We must save face
For everyone else
Then I saw the letters
You were treated so poorly
As a child
You thought no could ever
Love you
Well baby I'm here
To let you know I doWe had makeup sex
You fucked me harder than
Ever before
Nine months
Here comes our bundle of joy
This is nor a classic love story
But it is our story
We will live together
Through the trials
And tribulations
I love you
My Lover and I
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A Journey Through My Soul
PoetryThis is a collection of short poems I wrote. Please be aware that some contain sexual content, and as well as descriptions of depression that might trigger some people .