I'm playing solo tonight
People think I'm strong
Enough to play on my own
But I'm slowly losing
My humanity
My heart is being played
Like a grand piano
My Soul is weeping
For some human connection
I miss my orchestra
Someone check on me
Someone come see about me
Because I'm not doing well
Tonight I'm without my symphony
My parter is missing
And I can't find any friends
To share the stage with
I'm missing out
The audience claps
And praises me
But it's not the same
Without you
I'm all alone
On this stage
Of life
A solo symphony
What has my life
Even because
I'm wading in the
Shallow waters
But then I go deeper
And I'm drowning
Any attempt to ask for help
For some relief
Is rejected
It's neglected
And I can't take it anymore
Because I need to breath
And not feel the weight
Of a thousand elephants
On my chest
I just can't do this anymore
I'm alive but I'm not living
The fear of being lonely
Is a powerful one
Why am I so alone
Why am I so lonely
When will this change
Tonight I'm without my symphony
My parter is missing
And I can't find any friends
To share the stage with
I'm missing out
The audience claps
And praises me
But it's not the same
Without you
I'm all alone
On this stage
Of life
A solo symphony
I wanted to give you everything
But you don't appreciate
A dam thing I do
So what am I supposed to do
I love you
But I have to let you go
Because I can't take it anymore
You've known me since
I was a young child
But it's so obvious that
No matter what
I will never be enough
For you
My Soul is crying
My heart is a glass vase
And the pieces are scattered
On the floor
I'm crying out for you
But you're never there
I just can't do it anymore
Tonight I'm without my symphony
My parter is missing
And I can't find any friends
To share the stage with
I'm missing out
The audience claps
And praises me
But it's not the same
Without you
I'm all alone
On this stage
Of life
A solo symphony
Fuck my life
It's filled with strife
Sometimes I just want to
Go under the knife
But not for surgery
I want to he loved
That's true universally
People say it'll changed
When I go to university
But all I know is my heart
Needs surgery
My heart needs a jumpstart
But I'm moved by art
But I'm only whole
When I'm with you
My heart has a giant hole
In it
I would always be true
To you
But that's not enough
I'm done with all the fluff
I want something real with trust
But I guess it's not enough
For you
Tonight I'm without my symphony
My parter is missing
And I can't find any friends
To share the stage with
I'm missing out
The audience claps
And praises me
But it's not the same
Without you
I'm all alone
On this stage
Of life
A solo symphony
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A Journey Through My Soul
PoetryThis is a collection of short poems I wrote. Please be aware that some contain sexual content, and as well as descriptions of depression that might trigger some people .
