Chapter 10

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-Lauren's POV-

We leaned in, our lips only centimeters apart.

Then he pulled away.

"I'm-I'm sorry Lauren. I can't do this.", he stuttered.

"Why not..?", I questioned.

"I have a girlfriend..I'm, sorry. I really am."

I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.

"Oh...that's fine. I bet she's a really nice girl.", I quickly replied, the hurt clearly being displayed in my voice.

He looked down at the floor. "I'm sorry," he got up and hugged me. "Your mum is out in the waiting room."

I nodded, being careful not to make eye contact.

"Bye." He walked out of the doors. 

I tried to process what just happened in my mind.

Well, I almost kissed Niall.

He pulled away.

He told me he had a girlfriend. 

So basically, I got rejected.

I wish I never developed any feeling for him in the first place. Maybe then this wouldn't have hurt so bad.

My mum walked in. "Hey sweetie...how are you feeling?", she approached me carefully. I know she had seen everything and on top of that I was in the hospital because of self harm.

"I'm sorry mum.", I choked out, as the tears just let loose and fall.

"It's okay hun, Everything will be alright."she hugged me.

-Niall's POV-

I ran out of the hospital and got into my car. I started driving. What the heck did I just do? I just ruined any chance with Lauren that I might have had.

...If she even liked me, which I doubt she did.

But she did lean in to kiss me..

Maybe she just got caught up in the moment. Either way, she definetly won't ever like me.

No, I didn't really have a girlfriend, but I do still have feelins for my ex. The only reason we broke up was because I was moving. We still talk, and act as if we're together. She told me that she would be in Cheshire visiting today.

I do love Lauren, but isn't it wrong to have feelings for someone wh's like you sister? She would never love me back they way that i THINK I love her.

I know she said she loved me too, but I know she meant as a best friend. 

Whatever.

I needed to forget that this even happened, so I picked up my phone and called her.

"Hello?", said the sweet voice that I loved.

"I miss you Phoebe. I still love you,you know?"

"Oh Niall, I miss you too. I can't wait to see you."

"How much longer do I have to wait?"

"I'm literally right around the corner.", she giggled out of excitement.

Oh how I missed those giggles.

"Ohmagerd, hurry up!"

I was walking to the kitchen, when I heard a light knock on the door. I walked over there, and looked in the peep hole to see who it was.

Holy Sharts!!!!

PHOEBE IS HERE. 

I fixed my hair, and cleared my throat a couple of times.

I opened the door. "PHOEBE!!!"

"NIALL!!!!!" she screamed as she jumped into my arms with a huge smile on her face. That warm fuzzy feeling came back. It brought back so many memories of me and her. I hugged her even tighter. She giggled.

"Well sit! Make yourself at home!", I gestured towards the couch.

She sat. "Speaking of homes...I decided to move to Cheshire, and live with my uncle so that we could be together...If you still want to be together."

I sat there in shock. "You did not."

'I did."

"Of course I want to get back together. I really missed you Phoebe."

"I missed you too, Niall." she whispered.

"I love you."

"I love you more." she whispered, as we kissed a long passionate kiss.

-Lauren's POV-

I got out of the hospital that night. I had my mom give drive me to Niall's house so I could apologize for everything. When we got to the house, I got out of the car and walked up to his door to discover that it was cracked open.

I decided to walk in. "Niall, Im sor-" I looked up and just gaped in shock when I realized he was making out with someone, 

He looked up and when he realized that I was there, he looked shocked.

"Lauren..."

But it was too late, I had already run out of the door.

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