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you were tired, physically. exhausted, mentally .

your muscles have been aching every evening for two weeks when you got home and your chest hurt with every breath.

tournaments were pending. the first one was set for tomorrow.

you had been training more than ever. or at least, so it seemed. but there also seemed to be no difference in the results.

your times didn't change. not for the worse but most certainly not for the better.

it didn't show that you were training in the morning and evening, more than the usual hours. it was all for nothing.

your exhausted muscles couldn't push you any further than their absolute limit. which wasn't good enough.

two girls on your team had already surpassed the record that you'd set.

it was infuriating. frustrating. depressing.

watching your grim face every day after practice even caused your coach to assure you that you were still one of the stars of the team. the forced smile must've been at least a little transparent because he soon left you to yourself.

you were lying in your bed, staring at the ceiling, angry with yourself.

if you'd have enough strength, you'd kick at your blanket and scream into your pillows.

but you lay still, your mind focusing on the grumble inside you. your chest heaved up and down.

you tossed your body to the side, gritting your teeth. to be angry with yourself was the worst anger of all.

because there was no right way to let it out.

your phone buzzed behind you. you stared at the wall for a little while.

even if your phone usually made you feel unproductive, you didn't care about that now. it would be just the right distraction.

it was suna. and for the first time, you were actually thankful for his messed up sleep schedule.


 and for the first time, you were actually thankful for his messed up sleep schedule

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12 : 24 am

you

me🧍🏻‍♀️

you have a tournament tomorrow

why did you have to remind me ☠️

huh
you dont like tournaments??

no
who does

uhhhh everyone???

absolutely not
just attention whores like you

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