Poetry by Kat

Him

I believe you
I know you care
I know you love me deeply
And I know you're there

Even when we argue
And even when we fight
Somehow I'll always know
We'll make it all alright

But recently you've been distant
Like when you're in the room but your mind is somewhere else
And it's hard to believe you love me
When I can barely love myself
I'm sorry I'm broken
And I'm sorry I can't say yes
I just want you to be happy
You deserve the best

The way you touch me
And made me smile
I used to always wish that feeling
Could last for more than a while
Then the way you hurt me
And made me cry
I guess I could never truly understand why
Why you couldn't accept me
Why you couldn't see
That I'm not in the body
That I want to be

I tell you I'm a boy
You tell me it's a lie
Why do you seem to fucking love
The way I'd scream and cry

I guess there's no more hiding
Or telling myself You're the one
I should have listened to my friends
But it's too late now because of you they're gone

I used to believe you
I used to think you cared
I used to think you loved me
Although you were never truly there.