Myriad- Daniel Seavey

14.

The next day we could sleep in again.
When i awoke, i tried to sit up, but pain rushed through my legs.
Benefits of having sex, yay.
note my sarcasm
I immediately sat back down.
"Fuck you, Daniel," i whispered before reaching for my phone.
Lovey had texted me.
-Are you guys okay?
One from Jaq:
-Im sorry! i didnt know it would go that far!
i texted them both back.
To Lovey:
-We are okay now thanks:)
To Jaq:
Yeah we are fine now thanks
Adanna started a group chat.
-In-n-Out at 12:00?
i replied:
-Sure, meet in lobby at 12.
I heard Daniel stir in bed, and i turned my head to see if he was awake.
He opened his eyes and yawned.
"Daniel, my legs hurt so bad," i whined but smiled a little.
He laughed and smirked, "It will be better next time."
"Youre already planning a next time?!" i laughed with him.
"We are going to In-N-Out at noon," i informed him.
His eyes lit up, "Lets go eat breakfast."
I rolled my eyes, "I can barely walk."
"Try," he said and sat up out of bed.
i took off the blankets and lifted my legs to the side of the bed.
Pain shot through them, and i bit my lip and winced.
"Aw," he said, and walked over to me to help me up.
He held my hands as i stood up and walked.
"Okay i feel better," i announced after walkingn a little bit and went to the mini kitchen for breakfast.
I decided i would have a bagel.
i cut my cinnamon raisin bagel in half and spread some butter on it. Yum.
We ate our food and told Keri and Jeff about our going to In-N-Out.
i put on some jeans and a pale blue shirt.
i curled my hair into beachy curls and popped on some mascara and white eyeliner on the bottom rim.
i held Daniels hand as we went down the the hotel lobby to meet everyone.
Adanna was the last to get to the lobby.
We started walking out the door until
i felt a tap on my shoulder.
I turned to see Trevor.
he gestured that he wanted to talk to me for a second.
"What?" i asked, kind of rudely. I didnt want to get into another mess like last time.
"I like you, a lot." he stated and forcibly grabbed my hand and leaned forward for another kiss.
Nausea and nervousness swept through my body and i kissed back (stupid me).
it felt invigorating to kiss someone besides Daniel. I felt GOOD.
I pulled away after a few moments.
I tugged my hand away and rubbed my forehead, "Trevor..."
I turned to walk away but froze as i laid eyes on my boyfriend.
Daniel was standing there, biting his lip.
Anger flashed in his eyes, and he ran up to us.
Trevor actually had the nerve to smirk!
Daniel, not hesistating for a second, punched Trevor square in the jaw.
He turned and looked at me.
That was the moment i knew.
I knew i had lost him.
He looked me straight in the eyes and i saw what he was feeling.
His beautiful blue eyes contained anger, shattered trust, and disappointment.
He shook his head briefly at me before whispering, "We're over."
He turned and ran out of the hotel.
I ran after him and found him sitting just outside the hotel, leaning against the building.
His head was in his hands, and he was shaking slightly.
He was talking to himself, but i couldnt make out what he was saying.
He noticed me and looked at me again.
i noticed he was crying.
"Im-Im sorr-r-y," i stuttered as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Sorry isnt gonna fix it, Aubree." he stated simply before walking back in the hotel.
I followed him back up to the second story of the hotel and called shakily, "Daniel!"
he turned and something filled his features, disgust?
"I gave myself to you! We gave ourselves to each other! Did that mean anything to you?" He said angrily.
"I gave my virginity to you at fifteen, Aubree. Because i loved you. But clearly you didnt care, and you kissed Trevor back. I saw." He stated.
I dropped to my knees, guilt choking me, preventing me from saying anything at all.
My sobs smothered me, and for once, i didnt care how pathetic i looked.
I looked up to see him gone.
Looks like he didnt care either.
The rest of the day was a living nightmare.
I went back to the hotel room, to go to bed and try to sleep.
Horrible thoughts filled my mind as i beat myself up over what i did.
You whore, you cheated on your boyfriend, who has done absolutely nothing wrong to you.
You dont have anyone anymore. Youre alone.
You worthless slut, Daniel hates you.
I clutched my pillow to myself and cried.
I heard a soft knock on the door.
i tried to wipe away some of the tears, but it did nothing.
"C-come in," i said shakily.
Keri opened up the door and left it ajar behind her.
She brought a water bottle over to me and sat at the corner of my bed.
"Talk to me," she said softly.
I noticed movement behind the door, but didnt think much of it.
"I cheated on Daniel," i cried, my shoulders racking with sobs.
She leaned forward and hugged me, "Shh,"
"I kissed Trevor," i tried to continue, but couldnt.
Eventually, i calmed down enough to say, "I hate myself, Keri! Im a disgusting human being."
she kissed my forehead and said, "Daniel is moving to the empty room."
she left after that, and i saw other movement behind the door.
I came to the realization that Daniel was behind the door.
He was listening in!
I took a deep breath before rolling over, and exhausted from sobbing, i drifted off to sleep.