Spider-Man: Finding Love

Natasha's Jealousy & The Secret Relationship

Author POV

With Natasha

"This sucks... I should have told Peter how I felt about him but I didn't, and now he's on a date with Wanda.. and I'm here alone", Natasha mumbles quietly, not wanting anyone walking by to hear her.

She's been depressed since Wanda told her about the date with Peter. Natasha is in a bad mood but doesn't wanna go out of her room and get on people for something they know nothing about. She just keeps thinking about Peter, her Peter, '... my Peter huh!'.

Ever since she first called Peter hers', she started using that, but now she can't, knowing her Peter isn't even hers' anymore, or wasn't at all in her head. She let's tear roll down from her right eye, she just can't contain her emotions at this point and it's killing her. She's usually at her best when she hides her emotions, but she's never been in a position like this, she's become vulnerable, something she's not known for

A Couple Hours Later

Natasha has been crying for almost 2 hours, and she hasn't stopped all she thinks about is Peter. For some reason, she just walked into his room and see's a picture that she took with him, a framed photo and she smiles, remembering that day, 'that was a great day, I'll never forget it', she thinks, as some more tears escape. She kisses his photo and puts it down, "Peter, I Love You, but I want you to be happy-", she says in sobs, "- and if Wanda makes you happy, then I'm happy for you!".

She holds the photo close for a few minutes before she puts it down in it's place where she grabbed it from. She sits down on his bed and just silently cries, she doesn't hear the door open ot notice Peter walking in until he spoke up, "oh, Tasha, hi-", he stops when he see's her crying, "hey, what's wrong? You can tell me", he says, closing the door.

She shakes her head, "n-nothings wrong Pete, it's just been a shitty and depressing day for me", she says while sobbing. Peter sits next to her "umm, do you wanna talk about it?", he says, trying to grab her hands, but she moves them away, "n-no, I just wanted to-", she stops and she just keeps crying, "- I just wanted to tell you that I-" she says but stops to wipe her tears.

Peter helps wipe away her tears, "whatever it is you wanna say, you can, because I wanna say something thing to", she nods, "- Peter, I wanna say that I Love You, and I've known for awhile... but when Wanda came to me for help with your date tonight, it hurt me", she says while she cries. Peter just looks at her and is saddened she's like this, but he's not surprised by what she said.

"- Peter, I wanted to be with you, but you chose Wanda, and it hurts because I've never been in love with someone like this, and it just-", Natasha is cut off and is suprised. Peter kisses her and for few seconds she is confused, but she kisses him back, with love.

For about 2 minutes, they make out and lay on his bed, with Natasha straddled on top of Peter, but they pull away, "Peter, what was that?", "-that was what I've been wanting to do for some time already, and I'm glad Wanda helped me with it", "... Wanda, wait, did the date go that badly?", "what? No, it was amazing, but, we talked about something, and we both agreed", "agreed on what?", "well, I'll explain", he says.

*Flashback*

Peter and Wanda are finishing up their food and are paying when she speaks up, "Peter, we gotta talk", "is something wrong Wanda?", "yes, and it's you Peter", "woah, did I do something bad?", "what, no Pete, you're perfect, let me explain better-", Wanda says.

"- It's Natasha actually... when I was getting ready for the date, I went to her for some help-", she says, but stops as the waitress comes, "and here's your card sir, please have a great night". Wanda continues when they're alone again, "- like I was saying, when I was leaving I told her about the date and who with and I noticed how she got sad, a depressed face actually, and I read her mind... and Peter, she's in love with you also", says Wanda.

Peter just listens, not wanting to interupt Wanda,,"- she's in love with me?", he asks, but not with a shocked face, "yes, and I know you're in love with her also, and I've been thinking Pete-", she grabs both his hands, "- maybe we can share you, I want her to be loved, she deserves it after everything she's been through", says Wanda, making Peter smile, "and that's OK with you? Because I wanna be with her also, I've been trying to figure this thing out for sometime already", he says.

Wanda just smiles, "yeah, I'm ok with it, because we both see you the same Pete, you're a good person, you're loving, caring, you're what we want in a man who will love us", she says, "I believe everyone deserves to be in love or to be loved, and if I'm what you both want, then I'm up for it", he says, as he gets up with Wanda, "and I will prove to you both that I love you with all my heart, and whenever you both need me, I'll be there", Peter says, as he kisses Wanda, and she kisses back

*Flashback Ends*

"- Natasha, I love you, I really do, I love you as much as I love Wanda, I wanna be with you, and I want you to be with m-", Peter was saying before Natasha kisses him back. They just make out again but they don't notice Wanda walking in, "wow, that was quick", she says, as Natasha and Peter pull away and look at her.

"Nat, I'm sorry for reading your mind, but I mean it, I know you love Peter, as much as I do, and I am willing to share, he's such a good guy, and he just wants us to be happy", says Wanda, as Peter wipes away Natasha's tears, "it's true, if I make you happy Nat, then let me continue making you happy, and if I make Wanda happy, I'm gonna continue that, and remember, there is enough Peter Parker to go around", he says in a joking manner, making both Natasha and Wanda laugh.

Natasha smiles and nods, "I would like that Pete, I'm always happy when I'm around you, whatever we're doing together are my favorite times I'm my life Pete", Natasha says, caressing Peter's face, as Wanda sits next to Peter, "me too Pete, whatever we do, is what I wanna do, and I do it because I'm with you, no, we're with you, and we both wanna be with you", "Wanda's right, we wanna be with you, because we love you", Natasha finishes Wanda's sentence.

Both Wanda and Natasha kiss his cheeks, and hold him close to them, with Natasha hugging him while still being straddled on him, while Wanda holds his right hand, "and I love you both, and I wanna do whatever you two wanna do, whenever and whatever it is", he says.

He kisses Natasha for a minute before switching to Wanda and kissing her for a minute as well, but stops when he needs to breath. He just rests his forehead against Natasha's, "- look, I think we should keep this a secret for now", says Peter, "why?", "no, I agree with him Wanda, he's only 15, turning 16 in 2 weeks, and we're both older than him by 5 or more years, this'll be something the media will be against, and I don't wanna have to put Peter into that kind of trouble", says Natasha.

Wanda then nods, "yeah, I see your point, but at least we can show our love when we're alone, and nothing is gonna stop me from loving you Pete", say Wanda with a smile, "I wanna love you for as long as I live Peter, you're all I want", says Natasha, who also has a smile. Peter just looks at them both lovingly, "and you two are all I need in my life right now-", he says , caressing their faces with his hands, "- I Love You both, and nothing is ever gonna get in-between us".

Author Note

Here is the new update and chapter.

Hope you guys like it! Don't know when the next chapters will he out, still very early into writing them, so give it a few days or so!

And check out my other story, Spider-Man A Spiders Revelations!