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Chapter 20

Thandi POV

Next morning I woke up with a heavy heart,I didn't want this to be the end of me and Chris.I would be blowing up his phone but he took my phone with him last night so I can't even call him.
I feel so sad right now.

I don't even know if he's still here in SA or if he took the first plane out.I really wanna talk to him,I know once I explain to him that as much as Trey says he loves me but I don't love him if there is anyone that I love,Then its him,I know he wont be this mad if I just put my feelings out there for him even though I don't know whether I love him but I love being with him and he makes me happy.
I did not promise Trey that I was gon think about us,I just agreed on thinking about it which is something I haven't even done because Chris is all thats been in my mind.
I just wish Chris understood that I'm in this for real and that I'm not messing around.

I made my bed and cleared my room before I walked to the kitchen to find my grandma cooking some porridge. "Morning Grandma" I said leaning on the counter.
"Morning" she said turning to me "you don't look too good" Grandma said but I faked a smile "I'm fine grandma just had a rough night that's all" I said touching my face while looking at grandma.

"I heard you crying after Chris left,did you argue?" She asked and I nodded.
"Maybe you should talk to him today,I'm sure you both are calm now and I could tell he cares about you so I'm sure you will work through this" my grandma said and I just wished she was right because I care about him too.

"He thinks I'm cheating on him and God knows I'm not" I said with a breath feeling my heart break as I realised how much Chris doesn't trust me "He's a man they all think you up to no good the moment they see you talking with another male" my grandma said and I faked a smile looking at her.

"Yeah I guess" I said lowly looking at her.Cassie and Trina walked in looking ravishing,they were on point.
I wonder where they off to...

"Wow you girls look amazing,where are you going so early in the morning?" Grandma asked also checking them out "Thank you grandma and we going to meet up with friends,why you not ready?" Trina asked looking at me and I looked at her with this lost look "Ready for what?" I asked touching my hair.

"You know for out time together with our friends" Cassie said and I knew they were talking about Mike and Sean.
"I don't know what you on about" I said brushing it off.
"Thandi let go" they said taking my arm "Guys I'm not ready,I haven't even brushed my teeth" I said lazily,I don't want to go to the hotel only to find Chris has left.

"Brush your teeth than we ready to bounce" Cassie said pushing me to the bathroom and I walked out going to my room and took my toothbrush then went to the bathroom to brush my teeth with Cassie waiting on me,once I was done she pulled me out not even giving me a chance to put my toothbrush away.
"We ready" she said to Trina,I kissed my grandma on the cheek before we left and I don't even know what the rush is for.

We found a car waiting for us on the road and I realised Mike was the one driving,me and Trina got in the back while Cassie sat in the passenger seat,They gave us a show as she and Mike tongue kissed while we watched.
"Can we go already" Trina whined and they pulled away from each other and smirked at us before Mike drove away.
"Are you still wearing sleep wear" Mike asked and I rolled my eyes "No Tiger I'm wearing a ballroom gown" I said sarcastically which made him chunkle.

"I see both you and your man are in a foul mood" he said and my heart jumped as I realised that meant Chris is still here in SA.

"Why you say that?" I asked messing with my gown

"He was in a foul mood lastnight" he said and I just thought maybe its a bad idea for me to even go to the hotel with them.

The ride to the Hilton hotel was filled with laughter with Cassie and Mike catching up and telling each other they missed one another.
I wonder how Cassie would feel if she found that Mike wasn't thinking about her when he was in Chicago,only thing in his mind was Jas.