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Chapter 42

                Chris POV

"Thandi I said I'm sorry like damn" I said as we walked inside the house,we just got back from the hospital and I get I shouldn't have stressed her in such a manner that she passed out,I'm a fool for that "I wanna break up and I ain't even playing with your light ass" she said taking one step on the stairs but stopped "Can you help me up please?" She asked but I ignored her and I went to the kitchen that's when she followed me "Chris" she yelled walking in the kitchen "Thandie I'm not in the mood to argue about you breaking up with me cause it pointless you ain't gon win" I said honestly in a warning tone but she shoved me making me stumble on the counter and I turned around about to hit her back but I stopped looking at her breathing so damn hard "Don't put your hands on me!" I warned her but she moved from me,she walked to the rack and took the car keys "I'm going to Jasmine's place" she said but I just gave her a dumb look when she tried to leave,I pulled her back to me "You ain't and I dare your dumb ass to go against my word Thandie" I said and she started crying "First you accuse me of being HIV positive and your ass says sorry in your dumb ass tone and now you tryna order me around!" She yelled tryna push me away from her "Let go of me" she spat but I didn't budge.

"I'm sorry I believed your dad over you that was really stupid of me" I said wiping her tears away "I know I'm sometimes a dumb ass but I love you baby so chill with that you leaving me shit cause you ain't going nowhere" I said and she pulled away from me walking to the fridge and took some ice-cream out and took an ice-cream spoon and walked out,I'm sure she going to the lounge cause her big ass can't climb the stairs without my help.

I decided to take the spoon too and walked to the lounge and sat next to her and tried eating the ice-cream but she slapped my hand away "Really bae?" I asked "I'm not talking to you" she said "Okay" I said taking the remote and tuning into NBA channel "Chris I was still watching Mtv" she whined "I thought you wasn't talking to me" I said putting my feet on my table "I ain't" she carried on eating her ice-cream as I sat and watched some sport "Chris can you give me a foot massage" she asked putting her feet on my lap but I pushed them off "Christopher" she called my full name but I ignored her "I'm the one who's suppose to ignore you,why you turning this around?" she said but I looked at her "Let fuck I'll let your stupid tantrum go" I suggested with no smile but she rolled her eyes "Chris I'm not fuckin you until Lil Chris gets here and I ain't playing with you" she crossed her arms "Really?" I asked and she nodded "Tell me something Thandie,Why me?" I asked looking at her but she laughed "Why you what nigga?" She asked with a laugh "Why did you choose to fuck with me?" I asked "You cute" she said with a laugh but I got irritated "The fuck is so funny?" I asked "You dumb ass,you force me into a relationship with you than after that ask why you,nigga you dumb" she said eating her ice-cream "Is that how you fuckin feel that I forced you into a relationship,so what there's no love you just with me cause you scared I might hurt you if you leave me?" I asked flaring my nose "Why you so sensitive,I was just playing with you" she said looking at me "No Thandie you fuckin tryna tell me you don't love me,You only with me cause you pity me and also scared of me" I said looking at her tryna control my anger "Okay you all up in your feelings right now,if you don't see my love for you than I don't know Christopher I'm not about to sit here and try and convince you that I love you cause you know I do otherwise I wouldn't be here Chris so I'm sorry if those little stupid voices in your head are telling you that I don't feel shit for you cause I do but if you gon listen to your stupid little voices then fuck you and them Chris!" She yelled and I slapped the shit out of her "Who the fuck you talking to like that Thandie,I may love your ass but I will hurt you so damn bad if you think you can talk to me like you talking to your lil brother I'll fuckin slap the sense into you" I said looking at her and she was fuming touching her right cheek but her ass knows she ain't gon do shit to me "Why don't you just beat me up Chris?" She asked "Why don't you fuckin get it over and done with!" She huffed with tears streaming down her tears before she smashed her ice-cream on my face and I lost my cool on her and punched her face and when I was about to throw another punch she screamed for me to stop "Fuck this shit" I yelled getting up "Chris" she cried still covering her face,I just walked upstairs and went to take a shower before I changed into some black jeans,black vest and wore my red jacket and my Nike red sneakers when I walked downstairs she was in the kitchen cooking,she looked at my outfit and carried on chopping some vegetables.