Chris POV
3 months later...
"You can't keep me away from her" I yelled trying to fight these damn bodyguards off me but I wasn't winning at all "I'm calling the police if you are not out of my property in the next 60 seconds" her father barked but I just ignored his black ugly ass.
"Thandeka" I called out for her "If the police get here just know I'm telling them even about what you do for a living" he threatened but I ignored his ass "Thandi please just 5 minutes please,I just wanna know if you okay" I said inside I'm breaking down,I haven't seen her for these last months,she got out of the coma a week after she was admitted and her parents just decided to take her away without telling me and I've been trying my best to reach out to her ever since but her family made sure I wasn't successful with that they've even hired these big buffy black stupid niggaz as if that will stop me.
"Thandi I love you,God baby I love you okay,I'm sorry about all the fuck ups I've done but please just give me 5 minutes of your time,I just wanna see if you okay" I begged it only a matter of time before I start crying.
"She's not gon see you" her dad gloated "I'm gon fuck this nigga up" I said to myself tryna get out of these stupid guys grips.
"You ain't shit and I'm glad my daughter finally realised the same" he said but I just got angry and managed to get my right hand out of this ugly nigga's grip and punched him but my aim is to beat this fuck nigga Thandie calls dad to the pulp.
But I guess today is just not my day cause these niggas are beating me up so damn hard,I'm even coughing some blood.
"CHRIS" Thandie yelled and I saw her figure blurry,I think I'm about to pass out
"DAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" She screamed as she bent to me,I know my face is bloody right now but I hope she saw the smile on my face right now.
"What are you doing here Chris?" She asked helping me up "I needed to see you" I said as we stood up,I think my ribs are broken.
"Can we talk please?" I asked and she looked at her dad first then looked at me "5 minutes" she said and I nodded leading her to my car.
Once she got in,I turned to her dad and gave him the middle finger before I mouthed "Fuck you,I always win" he got angry and stomped inside the house.
Fuck nigga
"Chris you shouldn't be here" Thandie said the moment I got in the car "Thandie after so many months that's the first thing you gon say to me?" I asked getting pissed off but she ignored me taking the wipers and cleaned my face "Do you hate me?" I asked and she looked at me and she shook her head "But I'm angry at you,I'm fuckin livid Chris,I've never been so angry at you" she spoke honestly and continued cleaning my face "I'm angry at you too Thandie" I said defensively but she just kept quiet and cleaned my face.
"Come back home please" I begged "I am home" she said as she finished with my face.
"Thandie you know that ain't true,Your home is where I am not here with that stupid black ass" I said trying not to lose my cool.
"Dad is the only person I feel safe with right now" she said "What does that even mean Thandie?" I asked "I mean I'm not coming back to your house Chris" she said now leaning back on her chair.
"Why are we breaking up?" I asked cause I can sense that where she going with this.
"Because I do not feel safe with you anymore" she said in a whisper tone I almost didn't hear her.
"You kill our son then have some nerve to tell me that you don't feel safe with me,ARE YOU FUCKIN CRAZY THANDEKA!" I screamed in her face "Get out of my face" she said.
"You this close on making me lose it on you" I said showing a small space between my index finger and my thumb.
"What you gon do Chris?" She asked now tears spilling out of her face "I am tired Chris of this relationship,I'm fuckin tired!" She yelled crying "You've ruined my life Chris" she cried burying her face in her hands.
"Tired of what Thandie? You ruined our relationship,You ruined us!" I yelled back "Stop yelling at me!" She yelled and slapped me.
"Truth hurts doesn't it?" I said biting my lips angrily and she tried to swing at me again but I caught her hand "Let go of me!" she cried but I just pulled her into a hug.
My dad once told me that a hug could relieve someone of the pain they feeling and I'm hoping that's gon work.
She allowed the hug and just cried in my arms "I'm sorry baby" I said rubbing her back "I'm sorry" I comforted her.
"I will never hurt you again,I promise baby" I said but she pulled "I've heard that before Chris" she said pulling back "I don't wanna do this anymore" she cried "I can't do this anymore" she cried "So what you want more space Thandie?" I asked as my eyes filled with tears.
"I want you out of my life" she breathed lowly and I felt my heart shatter into pieces.
I was expecting this though.
"Do you blame Thandie?" I asked but she shook her head "No I blame myself,I shouldn't have allowed this to go on this long,I saw the end from the beginning" she said and took a huge breath wiping her tears away.
"Thandie I don't wanna break up" I begged holding her hands "I'm done Chris but I wish you all the best I do" she said pecking her cheek.
"Thandie you leave me I swear I will kill you and I will kill myself" I said as tears left my eyes "Then do it Chris" she said "Please do it" she said but I just started crying too.
"I'm sorry Chris" she said and got out of my car,I knew this may be the last time I ever see her if I let her go.
Thandi POV
I have never felt so empty like this but I knew this was the right decision for me and him.
I stood still watching Chris drive away and I knew I was never gon see him again after this.
I've tried acting like everything that has happened was gon pass but I know that impossible.
Everything is just a mess.
"Thandi you don't have to go" mum said the moment I walked in the house but I wasn't listening to anybody right now.
"There is nothing for me here" I said going to my room and packed my stuff.
I'm going back to South Africa tonight and I just hope Chris don't find out cause I know he will stop me.
"You can't just give up on Chris like this" she said "Mum please" I said as I took some jackets out of my closet and I realised I still had Chris jacket,it just brought tears in my eyes.
"Baby you should follow your heart instead of running" she begged "Me and Chris ain't meant to be,He's not mine and maybe losing was the eye opener I needed" I said wiping my tears away.
"Thandeka you know that's not true,tell him the truth,tell him what happened" she begged "It won't make any difference,it won't bring my baby back!" I yelled
"But that don't mean run away from the person you love" she said "I'm not running away mom" I said finishing up my packing and took my bags outside to my car.
"Thandeka please" she begged as I opened the boots putting my bags inside.
"He loves you Thandi" she said but I ignored her as I went back inside took my ticket that I bought.
"Thandeka you ain't going anywhere" dad said but he don't know how tired my ass is of his bitch ass.
"Fuck you dad" I said and made my way out and went to my car.
I drove to the airport where I had to wait an hour for my plane while I was waiting somebody took a seat next to me "Hey" this person said "Hi" I said not even paying attention to this person I was busy deleting everything that reminded me of Chris in my phone.
I boarded the train awaiting for a new life I'm going to try and build without Chris.
I wonder if I can do it.....
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