Rainy days [Haikyuu!!]

Oikawa Tooru

'Ah. Guess the rain won't stop for a while..' You sighed when you see the rain. You don't really like the rain, it makes you remember the first time you met him.

That time he lends you his umbrella so you won't get wet, and he was running with no umbrella. You thought he was kinda stupid to do something like that. For a person like you, the one that people always tends to avoid. But without realizing, you actually looked at his back until he's out of sight.

You regret wanting to giving him back his umbrella on the next day. Only got to know that he got cold. Because of someone like you. You got more curious of this person, when the girls looking at you with such intensifies glare after you mentioned his name.

You regret saw him on the next day. Because you forgot to bring his umbrella. You actually wanted to apologize, but you can't. Because the girls are surrounding him. What is this feeling..? That feelings gone when you saw him getting hit by a ball, and getting dragged away from the girls. You felt relieved..

.......Why..?

You regret for watching over him all this time. Over and over again. Until you gave him back his umbrella. The smile he gave you after you returned it. You keep playing it over in your head. Your heart aches. So much. You can't keep it in any longer. You can't hide it any longer.

The fact that you regret for falling in love with him.

You can't ever reach him. Even though you already spend your times to be the manager of the Volleyball Club. So you can spend more times with him. Even if it's just one more minutes... One more second...

You regret it all.

But the one you regretted the most is that you can't say it to him. About all of your feelings towards him. You regret it for having all of those feelings.

You took a ball from the gym and started searching for a marker in your bag. When you found it, you just can't help it. You just want to write all of your feelings on that ball. You writes down your feelings word by word. Sobbing.

' I've always liked yo-'

"[F/N]-chan? What are you doing here?"

"?! O-Oikawa-san?!!" You said while wiping your tears from the Face turning sideway. So you won't get caught.

"? What are you doing with that?" He said while pointing his finger to the ball. You obviously surprised, look at the direction where he points, You saw a pair of hands that holding a marker and a ball.

'Crap, need to hide it fast, what excuse could I use?! '

"I-it's nothing at all! It's really.... Nothing... At all...." You said while griping the ball tighter with the help with the other hand that still holding a marker. "Oikawa-san too, what are you doing in a Gym at this hour?"

"What about you, [F/N]-chan? Really.. Why are you here? Well I just thought that since I don't bring my umbrella, and Iwa-chan is going ahead, I want to play volleyball for a bit until the rain is going down. Even though it would seem like the rain won't stop for a while~"

"I-I'm... Not really doing anything.. It just that.."

"Hey~ [F/N]-chan~, let's play throw and catch with the ball that you're holding right now~ I'm bored~" Looks like he realized that you were crying just now and he tried to read the words that you wrote on the ball, though you didn't realize that.

"W-with this ball?! I-I'm going to get another ball, so.. P-please wait!" You were of course, panicking, if he reads these.. Then, the relationship that the two of you build up until now could be destroyed in just a blink.

"No way~! I don't want to wait~!! Let's just play already~ Okay?" 

"Ugh." You really can't handle that wink of his. You took a deep breath and let it out. You put your bag beside you and writes something more on the ball. You really want to finish this until the end. You want to end it here.

' I've always liked you all this time.... -[F/N] '

Then you put down the marker beside your bag. You let out a sigh giving sign that you're ready to accept anything that might be happen. You took a glance at him and turn a bit to stand straight in front of him. The gap between you two is pretty far. You look at him.

It's too far, Can I make it...?

I'm always looking at you.

Giving kindness to me and people around you.

You seem so close to me..

Yet at the same time you seem out of my reach.

That same smiles that you always give to people.

Will I see a different smile from you?

Will I be able to become someone special to you?

Will I ever can reach you?

Even if I can't reach you...

I hope this ball can reach you..

The ball that holding my feelings for you..

Please reach him! '

You tried to control yourself so you won't cry again. In front of him. You threw the ball to him. You closed your eyes. You didn't want to see the result. Did it actually reach him or not. You didn't want to know.

But, you opened your eyes in reflex, slowly and steady. It's as if you can see the ball in slow motion. It's still in the air. Even though you just throw the ball for one time, it's as if you were doing a marathon just now. Your heart's beating so fast. You feels like you'll lose your breath for any time now. You saw he stretches out his arms to catch the ball. He even walks.. One step. That's all he need to do to catch your ball. Your feelings.

You didn't have to reach him.. You just need to stretch out your hand so he can reach it and helps you to get you on the top. Beside him. You didn't know. You really didn't know. The ball falls right between his hands. You widened your eyes in surprise, without noticing, tears started to flow from your eyes. You can't hold it in. You just can't. He read it. He actually read it.

"I'm sorry... Oikawa-san.. The truth is.. Actually... I've-- I've always liked you all this time.. I didn't know when did I started to have this feelings. But it was probably already in there the first time you helped me.. I-- I know I'm probably not good enough for you.. But.. But--"

You tried hide the upper part of your face with your hand. You felt someone's hand on your hand and it makes your hand moves out of the way. Between your face and his face. There's no wall between the two of you anymore.

Did he just kiss your forehead?

"Wha--?"

"Don't say something like that.. Like you're not good enough for me or anything.. I've always liked you, you know? Ever since you smiled at me because I lend you my umbrella. You couldn't be more perfect than this.. Not without me anyway" He said while blushing and looking at the right side. He even covered his mouth with his right hand. It just so cute.

"I-It's no fair! Why did you kiss me on the forehead?!"

"Eh? Then where do you want me to--" Then you tiptoed yourself to kissed his cheek. The two of you blushing embarrassed. Then you started to look at him in the eye, he did the same too. You two smiled sheepishly at each other. And started to giggled like idiots.

Maybe rain doesn't too bad, after all?

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[A/N : Does he OOC? I hope not. Is this too long? Idk I wrote it for 1-2 hours, probably. I'm not counting it, not that I remember when I started wwww. Well next is Iwa-chan? And Sorry even Tho i said it would be Yamaguchi... I want to rewrite Yamaguchi's before I publish it. Sorry if my grammar was a mess. I even got confused of it myself. Im really sorry ; × ; ]