So what?//Hayes Grier Fanfic

Chapter 1

Ages:

Hannah- 19
Hayes- 19
Cam- 21
Nash- 22
Matt-20

Hannah's POV:

It's been 2 years since the day in the pool and everything's been going amazing. Hayes has moved in with me and Cam, Nash is still across the street and Matt is still around the corner.

The rest of the guys fly over a lot and we always Skype them. We're like one big family.

My eating has gotten a lot better and the doctors don't consider me 'ill' anymore. I haven't cut since the day in the pool. I wake up every morning with a smile on my face. That's all I seem to find myself to be doing. I guess everything is finally okay.

Right now in in my room when I hear a knock at my door. I told who ever it was to come in and Hayes walked through the door.

"Matts having his 20th birthday party tonight at 6:00 at his house" he said.

"Okay" I replied as he left the room. I looked at the time which was 5:00 so I had an hour to get ready. I walked into my walk in closet and scanned through my clothes. I picked out a cute outfit which consisted of a white long sleeved crop top, a black skirt with a floral pattern on it and my black high heels.

I put my outfit on then put on my Michael Kors watch, pandora bracelet and my dads locket.

I straightened my hair and put on some mascara, natural colour lipstick, winged eyeliner and some blush.

I examined my outfit in the mirror smiling at the sight. I got sprayed myself with perfume, got my phone and went downstairs to see Nash, Hayes and Cam in the living room all dressed and ready.

When they saw me their jaws dropped to the floor.

"What? Is it to much?" I questioned looking down at my outfit.

"You look amazing" Nash said smiling. I smiled back and sat on the sofa with them. We waited about 10 minutes until Cam spoke.

"It's 5:55 lets go" he said getting up as we all followed and went out of the door. The walk to Matts house was only about 2 minutes because he only lives around the corner.

We got to his house and went inside to hear the blaring music. We squeezed through all of the dancing and kissing people as we got to the kitchen. We saw Matt and he walked over to us.

"Hey bro, happy birthday" Nash said bro hugging him.

"Happy birthday" Cam said bro hugging him as well. I gave him a hug and I said happy birthday. Matt left to go and dance so I walked over to Nash, Hayes and Cam who were about to put drink into their cups.

I gave them a 'what the fuck' look and they looked at me confused.

"You seriously have no idea how to party do you?" I said as I walked over to the pack of plastic shot cups. I got 8, 2 each and took them back over to the guys.

I got the vodka and poured it into all of the cups. We all picked up our first shot and brang it to our mouths tipping our heads back and letting the liquid flow down our throats.

I looked at the guys and they were pulling funny faces because of the alcohol. I'm used to a lot stronger that just vodka so I was fine.

"How do you do this Hannah" Nash said turning his nose up at his second shot.

"I'm just getting started" I said as all the guys looked at each other wide eyed. We took the second shot then I got a bigger cup and put vodka and coke in mine.

I grabbed the guys and dragged them into the living room which has been completely cleared out so people can dance. I was dancing and drinking for hours with the guys so now we're all completely drunk.

Hayes came up to me and passionately kissed me on the lips. It quickly turned into a make out session until we pulled away out of breath.

He smirked at me and grabbed my hand taking me upstairs and into a bedroom. He locked the door and came over to me. He pushed a piece of hair behind my ear as he brushed his lips against my neck breathing against it.

He kissed down my neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He started to feel up my top and you can probably guess what happened next.

We laid in bed now fully clothed for a while before deciding to go back downstairs. When we got down I saw Cam looking annoyed in the kitchen surrounded by drunk dancing people.

I told Hayes to go and dance so he went off to the living room. I walked over to Cam.

"What's up" I questioned as he looked annoyed and drunk.

"What did you and Hayes get up to up there" he slurred.

"Nothing" I said.

"You mean to tell me you were up there for an hour doing nothing" he slurred getting in my face.

"Your so stupid Hannah, your going to do something so stupid one day and no one will be able to help you" he said not making any sense. He started to get in my face so I pushed him away.

"Don't fucking push me" he shouted coming towards me. He lifted out both his arms and pushed me so hard that I fell back, hit my head on the kitchen counter and dropped to the floor.

I could see the instant regret in his eyes. By this time the music was turned down and everyone was looking at us. Hayes came running over to me and helped me up. I could feel the tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

"Hannah I'm sorry" he said getting closer to me but I backed up away from him scared that he might push me again. He went to grab my hand but I pulled it away turning my head so I wasn't facing him.

"Let's go" Hayes said guiding me through the crowd of quiet, whispering people probably talking about what just happened.

We were walking towards the door when we saw Matt. Hayes went over to him first.

"Great party bro, sorry we got to leave early. Happy birthday" Hayes said as Matt thanked him for coming.

I walked up to Matt and gave him a hug.

"Happy birthday Matt. I've got your presents at home so come get them whenever you want" I whispered letting go of him and walking out of the door.

As soon as we left the music was tuned back on and everyone went back to partying.

The walk home was silent and I just silently cried whilst rubbing my now sore head. We got home and I went straight upstairs getting undressed and changing into grey sweat pants and one of Hayes's white tops.

I got into bed facing the wall away from the door. I just laid there and cried letting the tears roll down my cheeks, only sound being my soft sobs and sniffling.

I heard someone come in but I didn't bother looking.

"Hey, hey, hey. It's okay baby girl" Hayes said as I felt the bed dip down behind me and two muscular arms wrap around my waist.

I turned around to face him and just cried into his chest.

"I-I can't believe he pushed me. He's never pushed me before" I said the last part in a whisper as Hayes rubbed small circles on my back soothing me. What made the whole thing even worse was the fact that i was still very drunk so it made the whole situation feel so much worse.

"I love you" I whispered to Hayes.

"I love you to Hannah" he whispered back. My eyes soon began to get heavy and before I knew it I fell into a deep sleep.

A/N

Okay so here's the first chapter!! The next chapter will be 100 times better because something unexpected is going to happen and it's going to be so cool!

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