So what?//Hayes Grier Fanfic

Chapter 6

Sam's POV:

I woke up surprisingly with a smile on my face. It usually doesn't happen in the morning, or at all in fact. But ever since I met Hannah yesterday I can't stop myself
from smiling.

It's like she's this ball of light and whenever she steps into the room it just lights everything up.

I got my phone and unlocked it squinting at the brightness. I saw that it was 10:30 and I had nothing better to do today so I decided to text Hannah.

Me: Good Morning😊 Did you and Sofia want to go to breakfast?

Hannah's POV:

I woke up and stretched out looking over at Sofia peacefully sleeping in her cot. I smiled at the sight.

I heard my phone buzz on the side so I picked it up and looked at the screen.

Sammy🙈: Good morning😊 Did you and Sofia want to go to breakfast?

I smiled at the message and instantly replied.

Me: We'd love to😊

I put my phone down only to hear it buzz again so I picked it back up. The text read,

Sammy🙈: Sweet! I'll be at yours in 10

I rushed out of bed not even bothering to reply as I only had 10 minutes. I got changed into some black ripped skinny jeans, a plain white crop top, my black Nike roshe runs and I tied a red and black tartan flannel around my waist.

I put my hair into a messy bun and pulled out some of the whisky bits at the sides. I put on mascara, winged eyeliner and blush. I then got Sofia dressed into a cute white dress and a little hat.

I put her tiny booties on her and put her in the buggy. I the. Heard a knock on my door so I opened it to see a smiling Sam.

"Hey" he chirped to me. Then he held Sofia's tiny hand in his.

"Hey princess" he said shaking her hand lightly. I giggled at how cute he was with her.

"Let's go" he said as I wheeled Sofia out of the house and down the street.

"Where to" I asked as we walked along the sidewalk.

"How about taco bell" he said as I nodded excitedly. I'm eating really well and I enjoy food now which is really good.

We arrived at Taco Bell and walked In. Sam asked me what I wanted so I gave him my order and he went and got it whilst I sat down and put Sofia and the pram next to our booth.

Sam soon came back with the food and we ate and talked for a while.

"Thank you" I said to him out of the blue.

"What for?" He questioned oblivious mad to what I was talking about.

"For saving mine and Sofia's life, Staying with me at the hospital, Being there for me, and for taking us out for taco bell" I said the last part in a laugh. he laughed along with me as we left the restaurant.

"I'm glad I met you" he said with a cheeky smile as his cheeks grew even pinker than they already were.

"I'm glad I met you to" I said smiling back.

Cams POV:

I don't know how much longer I can take. The constant pain of waking up in the morning feeling completely empty is just to much.

I just don't know where to start looking for Hannah because she left no clues as to where she was going. I just hope she safe.

Hayes though...poor guy. He's completely broken. He's staying at Nash's at the moment because staying in this house is bringing back to many memories of Hannah.

Nash said he hasn't even come out of his room in about 3 weeks. He has a bathroom attached to his bedroom so he doesn't even have to come out for that. Apparently he also has food and drink in his room so that keeps him going.

Nash said that he can hear his cries every night and it breaks him to know how much Hayes is hurting. But Nash is hurting just as bad. I think he's trying to be the strong one to keep us all together but I know he's hurting inside.

We haven't heard anything form Matt. He's been quite distant ever since we told him about Hannah. They were best friends so he must be so upset to.

Matts POV:

I miss Hannah like crazy. She was always there to make me smile and there was never a dull moment when she was around.

Recently I've been out drinking a lot. I guess it just takes away the pain and let's me forget for one night.

I just can't help but worry about her though.

Nash' POV:

It's been hell without Hannah here. Everyone's just so down and miserable. I'm trying to be the strong one but no one knows that when I go to sleep I just cry and cry hoping she's okay. She's basically the sister I never had.

What hurts even more is hearing Hayes crying at night in his room. He's not even come out for like 3 weeks so I don't know how he's keeping.

Hayes' POV:

I don't know what to do anymore.

I can't seem to do anything without thinking of Hannah.

Right now I'm sat in my bathroom balling my eyes out. I looked over to see one of Hannah's razors sheet here one time.

I wonder why Hannah always used to cut. I want to know if it will help. Even if it numbs the pain only slightly. That's all I need.

I broke the razor and looked at the shiny metal. I held it to my skin and dragged it across. Wow. It feels good.

Like its releasing the pain out.

So I did it again. And again. And again. Until I decided to stop. I ran my arm under the tap and dried it off. I put my back against the wall and slid down it sitting on the bathroom floor as I was before.

I cried into my knees thinking about why Hannah left and if I'd ever see her again.

I hate waking up in the morning without her next to me. I hate going to sleep at night wondering when I will see her again. Or if she even still loves me. Its all getting to much and I don't know what to do...

...It's killing me...

Slowly...

But it's killing me...