TW: mention of guns and su*c*de attempts
"babe."
yoongi: yea?
"do you want another kid?"
yoongi: at this very moment no...we're still trying to get into a routine with schedule matching and having family days.
"but like do you want kids of your own?"
yoongi: i already have one. i'm perfectly fine if ophelia is all we ever have.
"but she's not yours-"
yoongi: she is.
"yoon...she's not your contribution to the world so do you want to have a baby-"
yoongi: she's my contribution to the world just as she's yours. and i say that because i have a hand in raising her to be a good person like i assume we're going to do, which means the lesson i've learned from life are things she'll grow up knowing, therefore i have a hand in the person she'll become which means that she is my contribution to the world because i helped make her the person she's going to be.
"okay."
yoongi: no babies. i'm happy. do you want more?
"yea. one day. i don't want her to be like a million years older than them. but i don't want to get pregnant soon."
yoongi: how about we reconvene when she starts school whether it's elementary or preschool. okay?
"okay. sure....i'm really scared for court. i've never been to court."
yoongi: it's okay. we're meeting with the lawyer when i'm off work tomorrow. okay?
"okay. are we getting ophie now?"
yoongi: i was gonna give you a massage and then go grab her once you knocked out.
"or?"
yoongi: we go get in a hot bubble bath and open the wine i bought you last week.
"would they be okay with her and holly over night?"
yoongi: yea...
"let's do it."
he nods parking the car and i get out running upstairs to our bedroom and starting to fill the tub. we have a sink tub in our bathroom so it's big as hell. i love sink tubs.
yoongi: i get to do my favorite thing now.
"what is it?"
yoongi: undress you beautiful.
"thats really your favorite thing? really?-"
yoongi: i'm trying with the words and romance babe. don't question it. you know i don't actually mean it my favorite of all things. just let me try baby. come on.
"okay."
i smile and he kisses me, slowly undressing both me and himself and i cover myself feeling how cold our bathroom really is.
"shit!"
yoongi: right!
"well you can't be that cold."
yoongi: how! it's cold as fuck!
"your dick says otherwise!"
yoongi: suck on it!
"okay."
yoongi: what? uhuh no get up stop what're you doing.
"you said to suck it."
yoongi: do you want to? even if i didn't say that?
"yea. can i?"
yoongi: i mean you're already on your knees rubbing my thigh...
