Can I Crash Here? (Ranboo X Reader)

Chapter 32

Y/n pov
It's been two hours since my panic attack, we decided to lighten the mood by watching Southpark.

Tubbo stands up and stretches "I'm going to bed" he declares leaving me and Ranboo alone.

"Do you want to go to bed babe, I'm getting tired" he asked turning the TV off.

"Not really, I'm not tired" I half lie.

"You go to bed though" I tell him.

"Are you sure?" He asks worried about my mental state.

"Yeah, I'll be in soon" I lie.

He wrapps his arms around me tightly "goodnight babe" he says before kissing me on the forehead.

"Love you" he says resting his chin on my head.

"Love you too" I say as we pull away from the hug, and he goes to bed.

I lay down on the couch thinking.

I don't really hurt from hid death, but I don't not hurt. I don't really feel much, kinda numb due to my brain not knowing how to feel.

On one hand, my only father figure is dead. That sucks.

But on the other, I'm going to Wisconsin again for the funeral, so I can see Jessie, that's pretty cool.

Eventually I fell asleep deep in thought.

Very short Ranboo pov

She's not okay, I know thst for sure. She's going through something right now, she needs all the love she can get. I wonder if she fell asleep yet?

I slowly get up, and walk to the bedroom door, I hear light snores coming from the couch.

Carefully I pick her up in hopes not to wake her. I carry her into the room, and gently place her into bed tucking her in.

Y/n pov

I wake up in bed. This was not where I fell asleep. I roll over to see a plate of my favorite breakfast still warm (or cold, I dont judge).

I lift up the plate to eat to see a note on the night stand.

To babe
I know it's gonna be hard getting over your dad, but it's gonna be OK. Remember that I love you, and so many people care about you. I already called Jessie, he's gonna drive down here to pick you up, Derik drove last night. I hope the food makes you feel a little better, just remember that I love you.
Signed also babe.