Chapter 40

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When I woke up, ot was to an empty bed with a phone ringing loudly.

I realized it's an unknown number, and let it go to voicemail.

"Hey y/n, its me, just calling to tell you I'm 45 minutes away from your apartment, see you soon" the phone played the recording.

At first I sat there wide eyed, then I realized... she said apartment, not house. Then I started laughing, then more, until eventually Ranboo came in.

"Babe, are you okay?" He asks sitting down on the Bed next to me.

"My mom is coming over" I say getting myself together "at least, thats what she thinks".

"I'm confused" he states plainly.

"Shes about 45 minautes away..." I start "from my apartment!" I laugh again.

"Shouldn't you tell her that you moved" he asks concerned.

"I'll let her figure that one out" I say resting my head on his shoulder.

About an hour later I get a call from the same number.

"Hello?" I greet.

"Y/n"

"Yes" I ask.

"You didn't tell me you moved"

"You didn't ask" I state.

"I'm your mother, I shouldn't have to"

"Barely"

"Excuse me?"

"Oh come on, Jessie was a better mom figure than you" I say not joking.

"I'm telling him you said that" Ranboo whispers.

"Not now babe" I say.

"Babe? You have a boyfriend?" The voice from the phone says.

"Yeah, I do. Maybe you would know that if you actually wanted your only daughter in your life" I shoot back.

"Your the one who moved out of state" she shoots back to me.

"Because you were a fucking bitch!" I shout at the phone. Causing Tubbo to enter the room curiously.

"Y/n" she pauses "listen to me-" I cut her off.

"NO CARRY, YOU LISTEN TO ME, I MAY BE RELATED TO YOU BY BLOOD, THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT I LOVE YOU!" I scream into the phone standing up, getting scared looks from Ranboo and Tubbo.

There's silence from her end of the phone, so I continue.

"You hurt me mom" I start in a normal speaking voice "you hurt me mentally, physically, and I hid it emotionally" I pause.

I start pacing back and fourth.

"I hid it, because I knew" my voice starts getting louder "I knew that if I didn't hide it from everyone, you would beat me to the point, THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE A CHOICE!" I scream again, and stop pacing.

"I HID IT BECASUE I FELT BAD FOR DERIK, AND DAD, AND ETHAN" I yelled at her, then start pacing again.

"No wonder your real dad left" she speaks in a low grumble causing me to stop for a moment, then countinue.

"Excuse me?" I speak in the same tone, putting the phone on speaker for Tubbo and Ranboo.

"I said no wonder you dad left you" she speaks even lower.

I feel tears prick my eyes, but I don't let them fall.

"Dad didn't leave me" I start "he left you".

"You know damn well y/n, that's not true"

"No Carry, I'm pretty sure that is, he left the alcoholic, who had a four year old, and was pregnant, who didn't have a job, and would probably have an affair, cause god knows you sure as hell did" I say strongly.

"Do not call me that, I am your mother" she says making me laugh.

I stop pacing.

"Hah, no your not, and you never will be" I say coldly in a low grumble as the tears push "I dont have a mom, and I never had one, I had some dumb 21 year old alcoholic who had her first kid in highschool when she was 17, who happened to give ME life, you think I'll respect you, but I won't, and I never will because what you put me through, WHAT YOU, PUT ME THROUGH! That is why" I say finally letting a tear fall as I sit back down on the bed.

Ranboo puts an arm around me, and I rest my head on his shoulder.

"Do you have anything else to say to that, Mother Dearest" I speak coldly into the phone.

I'm met with pure silence.

"Hah" I laugh coldly "figures" I speak one last time before hanging up.

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