dreamt thoughts

love

love.
why is something so rare but it's everywhere.
i cant love.
i cant love you.
you have a pure heart
and i have a stone cold heart.
i'll pollute your heart with hate
i'll pollute your mind with sadness.
you will hate me in the end
i promise.
you don't listen to me tho, do you?
you just want someone who can sit next to you on the long and lonely nights.
i want that too.
but you don't want that person to be me.
i sound pathetic, i really am.
don't blame me for the words i speak.
blame others.
i just say what they want me to say.
in hopes that it will make them like me.
i told you i was pathetic.
you should believe what i say.
or at least take it with a grain of salt.