dreamt thoughts

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you're always gonna become the least favourite.
it's happened before and it will happen again.
i just want people to talk to me, want me.
i've become addicted to people and when they don't talk to me, it's like withdrawals.
i say it's unfair but it's just life
and i can't change anything
i wish i could.
i crave their attention and i hate that i do.
my heart is hurting and my emotions are high.
it's the gravitating towards someone else which hurts the most though, tearing my heart into pieces and leaving it on the floor.