AREEZAH✔️

° Feelings °

Areezah's point of view.

I was fidgeting as I stood with Jameel while his arms were wrapped around my small figure, I didn't even realise he was huge until he hugged me. I don't know, am I supposed to hug him back?

Of course.

And well I did just as my subconscious mind said. And maybe, a lil part of me wanted to do so. He was so warm and I wanted to be in his arms for like forever, before I could even think of anything else Jameel picked me up bridal style.

"You look like you'll fall asleep soon, so do just that," he beamed smiling down at me and wallah I thought I was dreaming. How can someone look so good with just a simple smile?

"Well I never said something was wrong with my legs," I sighed, Inhaling his masculine scent as I  Inched closer to his body.

"Just sleep," he said. I closed my eyes and I start to hear him walk to our home.

Am I not to heavy for someone to carry? But given that Jameel has a muscled body it was quite fine.

But still.

I didn't know the time we arrived at our house, all I could recall was Jameel wishing me goodnight. I just hope that whatever it is Jameel was today, he would still be that tomorrow. Because this has always been what I dreamt of.

Waking up the next morning and I'm reminded of yesterday's date and I couldn't help but blush all the way to the bathroom. Even as I take my bath, I  reminisce on every single moment.

He is literally just being nice and having sympathy towards you just because you told him the secret you've kept for so long, any guy could also do that.

Right. But what if he likes me or something. The way he was starring at me the whole time at the cinema, the way he held my hands and gazed at me, heckzzz he even picked me up bridal style.

Like I had said, he's just being nice. Don't get ahead of yourself.

But why did he hug me?

I pushed back my thoughts as I maneuver my way out of the bathroom. I performed my subh prayer before strolling out of my room. Jameels room was next to mine and I found myself holding the doorknob and before I knew it I opened it.

He has his back turned to me as he was sat on his prayer mat, can someone tell my heart to stop being in a frenzy at every sight of him? I sighed.

He whipped his head to my direction on hearing the noise from the door, I widened my eyes in embarrassment.
"Er, good morning.." I greeted.

He smiled at me.

Wallah he smiled and I thought I was going to melt right there and then. How can someone smile so effortlessly and still look so MashaAllah.

"Good morning wifey," he greeted back as he stood up and folded the prayer mat and walked over to where I was. "How was your night?"

He was once again close to me and I had to draw myself back a lil bit  because I definitely did not want a panic attack so early in the morning. I was at loss words when it came to Jameel, I always end up speaking before thinking and somehow it has always been fine but presently I want to be careful with my words.

Deep inside of me, I think am happy as Jameel is being like this and I kinda didn't want us to go back to square one. Maybe, Just maybe things could work out fine between us.

I recalled how he had taken good care of me like I was a baby, how he had stared down at me with so much admiration, how he didn't want to let go while holding my hands.