I cheerish the moment..
The first time I saw you.
Your eyes were full of mystery that I can't read you
I felt strange inside that I can't figure it out.
I don't even understand myself while looking at you
There is something on you
That I never felt and seen before.
I always feel strange everytime I heard your voice
Sometimes......Everytime rather
It brings out confusions if it is illusion
There something wrong in me everytime I saw with another woman.
I feel this pain inside my heart
My mind and heart were battling
Iwant you to stay away from her.
I want you to stay beside me.
I want to show you that I always care for you.
But I don't have the right to do that.
Because your heart is already owned by someone you love
I'm really afraid to get closer on you
Because I don't want to keep myself hoping and wait for nothing.
I change myself
To stay away from you.
I build my own wall to get separated from you
I force myself to do it.
Pero bakit ganun?
Lumalayo na nga ako ,saka ka naman lumalapit sakin?
I'm happy but at the same time It hurts me
You're torturing me silently
Everytime I saw you.
I always remind myself that
"Marami pang lalaki sa mundo.
Bakit gwapo ka ba?
Hindi naman di ba?
Pandak ka!
And I hate you!
You're not my type!
I always Fool myself believing that I can forget you.
Because I'm afraid to face the fact that I am deeply inlove with you..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"Hoy! Pandak! Buset ka talaga! Bakit mo ko iniwan dito?" nanggagalaiti kong sigaw sa kanya
"Bilisan mo nga lang diyan. Ang bagal-bagal mo. Baboy ka talaga" nang-iinis niyang sagot
Napapadyak ako ng paa sa sobrang inis.
Pag-ako di makapagpigil malilintikan na talaga to sakin.
*****"Pahinging piso"
Napataas ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya.
"Anong tingin mo sakin ATM machine? May deniposit ka?"
"Piso nga lang ang hinihingi ko dami pang sinasabi. Kung ayaw mo di 'wag. Piso na nga lang di pa makapagbigay, damot talaga"
Napapikit ako ng mata para pigilang kumulo ang dugo ko.
Naiinis ang mukha ko habang dumudukot ng piso mula sa bulsa ng palda ko.
"Oh, ayan piso" hinagis ko sa kanya. At agad naman niyang nakuha
BINABASA MO ANG
MEMORIA
General FictionIt started from If's and then Why What if 'yong gusto mong lalake ay may mahal ng iba? Pero palagi ka pa ring umaasa. Balang araw..... Baka sakaling mapansin niya ako O di kaya'y, Baka sakaling mahalin din niya ako. When I was trying to move on Bigl...
