Niall's Princesses

Chapter 10 - You've got it wrong

AN - Thankyou for over 400 reads! I never even thought I'd get 100 so thankyou so much! Anyway on with the story

She obviously wanted to make me feel like this. Feel completely worthless, probably how I made her feel when I ended it between us. Like everything you love has been ripped from your heart and there’s no way of getting it back. The pain of seeing it happen is unbearable.

I started driving back to the house not being able to wipe the image of her looking so happy out of my mind. I had managed to convince myself that everything was going to work out, god how could I be so stupid. You’re such an idiot Niall; thinking she would actually still want you. I thought to myself and hit the steering wheel in frustration. Why couldn’t anything when it came to Rebecca and me end happily? Why did something always have to come along and ruin it? I couldn’t stop myself thinking back to the times that I saw her amazing smile and being able to smile knowing I put that smile on her face. She never knew how incredible her smile was, even with the amount of times I had told her in the past. Everything about her was incredible.

I arrived back to the house and parked up outside. When I walked through the door I was glad I could hear the competitive shouts meaning they were playing a game. I didn’t care what they were playing but I just knew it would distract them from me. I didn’t want to talk to anyone at the moment – I needed to be alone.

I walked up to my room and shut the door behind me. I dragged myself over to the bed sitting in the corner of the room and collapsed onto it. My body shook a little as small sobs escaped my lips. I curled my body up into a ball wrapping the duvet into my arms. The loneliness ached in my heart. The duvet developed a damp patch as my tears sank into the fabric. I didn’t care though. I just wanted things to go back to how I want them. Before I knew it, it was dark outside and the darkness matched my heart. I ended up falling asleep huddled in a ball on my bed.

Harry’s P.O.V

I walked into Niall’s room on the way to bed. None of us had heard him come in but surely he would be back by now. I knocked lightly on the door and when I got no response I pushed the door open a little bit and looked round the gap I had made.

I could tell he was asleep but could also tell that he had cried himself to sleep. The way he was curled up with his duvet bundled into the gaps that his body had formed and the way he was facing the window next to his bed as if he had been looking out of it for some kind of hope. I sighed a little. I thought today was going to go well when he told me he was meeting up with Rebecca, how could it of gone so bad that he ended the day like this?

I knew it was best to leave him and talk to him about it another time so I moved my head and shut the door quietly behind me and walked to my own room.

Niall’s P.O.V

I woke up at around 8 in the morning. When you’ve cried and all your tears have dried but you can still feel where they were was the feeling I had on my whole face and the events of yesterday repeated in my mind. However I put on a brave face and pulled myself out of bed, I threw on some new clothes and went downstairs where I doubted anyone would be awake.

I was right that no one would be awake and I started on making myself some breakfast. I got a shock when I felt someone else’s presence in the kitchen and turned round to be faced with Harry. He looked at me with a worried expression and I smiled weakly at him hoping it wasn’t obvious how I was feeling.